R.I.P. IX

lavinia-portraitRIP1It’s that time of year again!!! Time for approaching autumn and changing leaves and Halloween and pumpkins and creeping shivers – and this year, it’s EVEN BETTER, because I live up north and will get to experience a REAL autumn for the first time in a decade. Best of all? This is the first year, in my many years participating in Carl‘s R.eaders I.mbibing P.eril event, that reading all these books won’t just help me pretend I’m truly ushering in fall. This year, they actually will help me usher in fall! I’m giddy-excited at the thought!!

To say a word or several about the challenge: From now until Halloween, participants read and discuss books that fit the delightfully macabre season: mystery, suspense, thriller, dark fantasy, Gothic, horror, supernatural. There are different levels and types of participation, and as per usual for me, I’ve chosen Peril the First (ie. the “read at least four but really as many as you can possibly stuff into your schedule over the next two months” level).

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I’m not completely sure of all the books I’ll read over the upcoming months, but here are a few on my radar, in no particular order:

  • The Dante Club by Matthew Pearl
  • Shadow of Night by Deborah Harkness
  • The Secret Place by Tana French
  • The Rules by Stacey Kade
  • The Supernatural Enhancements by Edgar Cantero
  • Rooms by Lauren Oliver
  • The Whispering Skull by Jonathan Stroud
  • Holy Fools by Joanna Harris
  • Nightwatch by Sergei Lukyanenko
  • Love is Hell by multiple authors (short story collection)

I’m also considering a few RIP rereads:

  • Rebecca by Daphne Du Maurier
  • The Monk by Matthew Gregory Louis
  • The White Devil by Justin Evans
  • The Haunting of Hill House by Shirley Jackson (RIP Readalong!!)
  • The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern (which I reread every October!)
  • Good Omens by Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman (after discovering I live a few blocks away from Pulsifer St. in Newton, MA…)

I’m sure I won’t get through ALL of these, but oh man I want to!

As usual, thank you Carl for continuing to host this event every fall. It’s my very favorite and I look forward to it all year!! Also, I want to note that the gorgeous art is done by Abigail Larson – check her out!

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Top Ten Books I Really Want To Read…

…But Don’t Own Yet. That’s a really long title!

It’s been a long time since I got to participate in Top Ten Tuesday. I’ve missed it! I’ve watched other book bloggers post different book lists and found myself planning what I would write if I had a book blog again…and now I do! So! For the first time in several years, here goes – the top ten books I really want to read, but don’t own yet:

(Actually, for my first week back, this is a pretty tough topic for me, because I so very rarely buy books before reading them first. So instead, I’m going to make this the top ten books I really want to read, but haven’t yet been able to snag from the library yet!)

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1. Landline by Rainbow Rowell – I enjoyed Fangirl and Attachments so much, especially the first, and Landline sounds so good! I was on the hold list at my library in San Antonio, but not close enough to get it by the time we left Texas. Now, I’m at the top of the list all over again! Boo.

2. The Silkworm by Robert Galbraith aka JK Rowling – I’m not normally a detective-story-type girl, but I really did enjoy The Cuckoo’s Calling when I read it last year. Just like with Landline, I was very low on the hold list at my last library, and starting all over again on the list here…

3. The Queen of the Tearling by Erika Johansen – So many people have recommended this to me. It sounds brilliant. On the hold list for both physical and audio copy. I’ll take whichever comes first!

4. Thinside Out by Josie Spinardi – Subtitled: How to Have Your Cake and Your Skinny Jeans Too. Nonfiction about intuitive eating, which sounds like something I’d really enjoy. Unfortunately, I’m going to have to ILL this one, or buy it. Not in my library’s system.

5. The Secret Place by Tana French – This one technically only releases today, so I’m hoping I get it pretty quickly from the library. I have the audiobook on hold, as I’ve listened to all of the previous books in this series on audio and love them that way!

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(Yes, I realize all five of these next books have yet to be published. So obviously, I could not have snagged them yet, though technically, that’s still under the same umbrella heading, yes? I certainly can’t wait to read them! And the first five mentioned are literally my only can’t-wait reads that I don’t own. I pretty much read things immediately when they come out!)

6. Afterworlds by Scott Westerfeld – One of my very favorite YA authors, and it’s been a long time since he released a new book. This one sounds fascinating!

7. Shadow Scale by Rachel Hartman – I read Seraphina in 2012 (though I never reviewed it, sadly). That was a long, long time ago! I know the author has struggled in the time since, and the delay of Book 2 has been pushed back a couple times. It now has a cover, a new title and a release date of early next year. *crosses fingers*

8. The Retribution of Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkin – I have a love-hate relationship with this series, but I know that as soon as my library has this on order, I will put myself on the hold list. I have to see how the trilogy ends!

9. The Shadow Cabinet by Maureen Johnson – Johnson is another of my favorite YA authors and I’ve been waiting for the conclusion to this trilogy for a long time, too!

10. Winter by Marissa Meyer – Another “last book,” this time the fourth in a series. This one keeps getting better with each book, and I can’t wait to see how Meyer wraps it up! Also: can’t wait for cover art reveal!

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Top Ten Tuesday is hosted by The Broke and the Bookish.

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Sunday Coffee – Beginnings

aug 24 2014

(the current state of my desk…)

This week has been a fun trip back down memory lane: Resurrecting The Zen Leaf. Back-posting my earliest reviews, from 2008. God, I was such a snob about modern fiction back then. A lot of those reviews were rather snarky, heh. At the same time, I have to admit that it was fun revisiting some of those old books. There were some I really loved that year. The Tenant of Wildfell Hall. The Giver. Love Walked In. It was also fun to watch the transition from blogging with/for a small group, to discovering a whole wide world of book blogs.

I think my favorite thing about reading back through my oldest reviews, however, was seeing just how much my writing has changed since then. Even throughout the year – from my first posts, to posts written for the group blog and a handful of friends, to the discovery of a wider book-blogging audience – there was a lot of transition. As I said above, I was really a snob about a lot of things then, and hadn’t quite grown out of it yet. I also didn’t quite understand just how public blogging could be yet. Some things haven’t changed about the way I write, like the fact that I still write about books very personally rather than academically. In a lot of ways, though, I’ve matured a lot since then, in more than one way.

My first year of book blogging is now fully transferred to this new blog. I read 87 books that year, and reviewed most of them. Several reviews from that year have been lost (boo!), but all those I still have are now posted here. I’m looking forward to tackling early 2009 – when I began reading and reviewing books at a much faster pace – this upcoming week.

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Emma (series), by Kaoru Mori

Emma04Vague series synopsis: A maid named Emma in 19th-century London becomes romantically attached to a man above her station. He loves her as well, and the two of them must navigate this treacherous ground together.

I read the first volume of this manga series back during the Readathon in October 2012. My tiny review of it said just about nothing, except that I liked it and was annoyed that it ended right in the middle of the story. My library didn’t carry the series, and it turned out no bookstores in the city carried it either. In the two years since then, I’d pretty much given up the possibility of finding copies of the rest of Emma. Then, after moving to Newton, I discovered the entire series (all seven volumes of the main story, plus three additional volumes of related short stories) was in the new library system. Yay!

Emma was the first manga I ever liked, and now, along with The Tarot Cafe, is one of only two that I’ve enjoyed. I enjoyed the further six volumes in the main story just as much as I did the first. Each of the seven was about equal, and to be honest, I view the entire story as a single novel split into multiple books, rather than multiple novels. I don’t really differentiate between volumes, and so can’t really say that one was better than another. The story was a lot of fun as a collective whole, and the artwork was beautiful all throughout. I enjoyed it.

WallpaperEmmaThe only downside to the series for me was the end. Originally, I checked out all ten volumes, believing they were all the same story, and so when I reached the end of the seventh, I thought there was still more book to come. The story didn’t feel over, as there was a lot left unresolved. I would have loved another three episodes! Instead, the rest of the books were only semi-related. Boo. I didn’t read them, not because they wouldn’t have been good, as I’m sure they would have been, but because I’m not generally a fan of reading short story after short story in quick succession. Makes my head hurt! So I’ll save those short stories for another time when I want to come back and revisit Emma’s world.

This is a hard series to find, but I definitely feel it’s worth it if you can get a hold of them!

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The Tarot Cafe (series), by Sang-Sun Park

Tarot_Cafe_by_CarlosSneakI don’t read a lot of manga. I’ve tried a few in the past and they didn’t appeal to me, artistically, plus I had a hard time following the plots. So I’m not sure why, on my first trip to my new local library, I decided to check out two full manga series. The Tarot Cafe was one of them.

1f7382f6caf8159d391d6dc93e4e41aeThe Tarot Cafe is a Korean manga about an immortal woman who reads tarot for special (ie magical in some way) customers. Pamela helps everyone from a wish-cat to vampire to a singer who sells his soul for fame. At the same time, she slowly unravels truths from her past that she’s been forced to forget, and comes head to head with a centuries-old enemy. The series is seven books long, and I read them all as a single book entry (for counting purposes) from August 12th through 19th.

46185169_the_tarot_cafe_v04_p0053I enjoyed the series, especially the first and last books. A few of the middle ones got kind of muddled for me, particularly when the series switched from episodes recounting the tales of those Pamela helps to the intricacies of Pamela’s history. As usual for manga, some of the artwork and mixed storylines confused me. For the most part, though, I enjoyed the series, and I really like the way it ended. With all the stress of moving, this made a perfect light read!

The art was beautiful, too.

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Resurrecting The Zen Leaf

I started blogging on Valentine’s Day of 2008. My second post was a book review. At the time, I’d never heard of book blogs, nor did I know anyone else who blogged about books. Fast forward a couple months, and I came across a group book blog called The Fifty Books Project, where a group of friends all tried to read and post about fifty books per year. I loved the idea, though as a mom of three small children, I doubted I’d be able to read that many in a year. Instead, I got together with a group of friends – also mostly moms with young children – and formed a group book blog called 5-Squared. The intention was similar, except our goal was to read twenty-five books a year, rather than fifty.

It didn’t take long before I discovered that there was a whole world of book blogs out there, with events and challenges and even an annual awards ceremony. It also didn’t take long for me to realize that twenty-five books was absolutely no problem for me to read in a year. Nor was fifty. Nor was a hundred. Oh.

(my only pic with the original design of The Zen Leaf)

(my only pic with the original design of The Zen Leaf)

Soon, I was dominating 5-Squared and crowding everyone else out, and I didn’t want to do that. In May of 2009, I left the group blog and formed The Zen Leaf, my own personal book blog. I ran the blog for a little over two years, until book blogging had gone from a pleasurable way to connect with fellow book lovers, to something that was a chore and a burden. It was no longer fun when:

  • I was reading so many books each year (200+) that I had no time for anything but reading and blogging, and I read so fast I could barely remember most of the books.
  • I was reading to fulfill challenge requirements, or to cater to my readership, rather than what I liked or felt like at that moment.
  • I no longer felt like I could read at my own pace, which sometimes involves rereading the same book five times in a row, or going several weeks without reading a word. I had to keep going from book to book in order to keep the blog consistent.
  • I encountered some strong negativity that made me very unsure about what I wanted to say online.
  • I lost focus on my fiction writing and nearly quit writing altogether.

So I shut down The Zen Leaf. Of course, that left me with no place to blog, and in the two years since, my attempts to try to blog again have been halfhearted and fleeting, because really, blogging was all about the books for me. But I’ll tell you guys a secret: I have almost every single one of the 800+ book reviews I wrote from 2008 to present in a private location, to which only I have access. I have also continued reviewing every single book I read, despite not having a public book blog. I like reviewing books. I like having a list of every book I’ve read since I began blogging, and my thoughts about each one. Sure, I can post my thoughts on new books I read on my personal blog, Boston Blooming, but it’s just not the same as having my own little book corner.

(header photo for the second design for The Zen Leaf)

(header photo for the second design for The Zen Leaf)

I no longer have any reading angst. I don’t read on a schedule, or to fulfill requirements, or when I don’t feel like it. I don’t finish books that aren’t working for me. I don’t often buy books before I’ve read them from the library first, so my physical TBR books can be counted on two hands. I don’t get ARCs or copies of books from authors, so I don’t feel any worry about how I should approach them. I don’t push to read a certain number of books in a year. I read what I want, when I want, however many times I want. And that feels absolutely wonderful.

Honestly, I wish this was a place I could have gotten to while I was still book-blogging. I wish I hadn’t shut The Zen Leaf down, despite what I was feeling at the time. Even if I didn’t want to post on it anymore, I should have kept it up. Several times over the last few years, I’ve considered making my private book journal public, but I haven’t for one small reason: there are a handful of reviews on there that I would like to remain private, and Blogger (unlike WordPress) doesn’t have an option to have certain posts private or password-protected. I’d have to delete those particular reviews if I made my book journal public, and that’s something I’d rather not do.

So instead, after a lot of deliberation, I’ve decided to simply resurrect The Zen Leaf. No, I can’t get back all the comments and conversations from old posts, and there are some reviews that I managed to lose in the blog-shuffle (grr). Mostly, though, I want to rebuild my book blog from scratch. I’ll use this place to add in reviews and book talk from today forward, while slowly going back to fill in all the old reviews from years past. I don’t expect anyone to follow this blog – new thoughts or old – or anything like that. This is just my self-indulgent way of putting my book thoughts out there publicly again.

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A Discovery of Witches, by Deborah Harkness (audio)

A-Discovery-of-Witches-1350596Diana Bishop is from a long line of witches, but she’s refused to use her magic since her parents got killed in Africa when she was seven. She’s now an adult studying at Oxford, and is not happy when a magical book flops across her path in her library. She’s even less happy when hoards of witches, vampires, and daemons begin to follow her around after she sends the magic book back to the stacks. Magic, it seems, can’t be avoided any longer.

I listened to this audiobook on the three-day trip from San Antonio to Boston, and I’m in two minds about it. I’ll get the negative side over with first.

The book was really, really long. I chose the audiobook at random, thinking that I’d listen to it and several others along the trip. No. Even listening at double speed, it took the entire trip. Now, I’m not opposed to lengthy books or audiobooks, not at all. But some of the length of this book felt like it could have been cropped. I didn’t need the descriptions of every yoga move, every sip of wine, every old book description, etc. There were certain parts that felt like “areas of specialty” that got hashed over a bit too often, and some of them could easily have been cut. Beyond that, there were a bit too many “I’m stronger, faster, deadlier than you” scenes that made me uncomfortable along the romance lines. I just don’t find the idea of someone grabbing a person and holding/threatening them “romantic.” Lastly, by the end, I felt like the plot line had gone on too long for a single book, and I was ready for the story to be over long before it ended. There were several moments that felt like perfect ends that would segue into further books…but then it kept going, instead.

On the good side, I really loved the character development and the way that Harkness pushed her three magical creature-groups into learning to accept each other. Other than the bit I mentioned above, I liked the slow way the romance developed. I liked the unveiling of truth behind Diana’s refusal to do magic, and the implications that there is more to learn. I loved how seamlessly this world fit into ours, as if it could really exist. Most of all, I loved the importance of family – blood and not-blood – of this book. That’s a topic that’s very important to me and especially poignant in my life right now, so I loved the feeling of home that permeated this book.

I’m definitely not ready to dive right into the next book, but I do know that I’ll want to read it in time. This is one series that I think would have been better had I read them as they came out, rather than waiting until all three books were released. I imagine I’ll read the second one during the fall, as I’m sure it’ll make awesome autumn reading!

Performance: Jennifer Ikeda read this audiobook and she was a fantastic reader. Many of the characters in the book came from different parts of the world, with different accents, and while I normally find accents to be badly performed on audio, to the point of personal embarrassment, these were fantastic. Ikeda really helped me to feel part of the world.

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On My Skin, These Words I Write

Note: Originally posted on Boston Blooming.

I got my first tattoo on 7/12/13. It’s an infinity sign on my wrist, modeled after the halo on the STRENGTH card in the Rider-Waite tarot deck. The tattoo was triply significant to me. First, I’d wanted an infinity sign on my wrist or ankle since I was a preteen. Then, when I got the tattoo last year, life as I knew it had just exploded ten days beforehand, and I wanted a symbol of strength to help me through. Lastly, both the symbol and its placement (left wrist) are significant in my novel, The Hanged Man.

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After my first tattoo, I decided to get a small symbol to represent each book I complete to submission condition, like the infinity sign represents The Hanged Man. The symbols will be tattooed up my left forearm, and eventually, on my right wrist and forearm. If/when each book is published, I’ll add a date to the symbol. They were the only tattoos I was planning to get, these little novel representations of mine.

Then, as I was driving home from my last write-in, I had the sudden urge to get another one, unrelated to my writing. I knew exactly what I wanted, and I wanted it before we left for Boston.

“No one knows the battles we survive.” These words, pulled from the lyrics of Artful Dodging by Umbrella Brigade, have been my mantra for years. The line is only sung once – previous choruses say “all the battles we survive” – and the very first time I heard it (circa 2006), I just sort of adopted it as part of me, as part of my strength and life’s direction. I love what it refers to, those unseen struggles that we all face. No one is as happy as they appear on Facebook, yeah? And I…have many, many scars.

I wanted these words etched into my skin, and chose my upper left shoulder blade as a palate. For a time, I toyed with possible artwork to go with the tattoo, but eventually rejected this. The artwork was too new – I couldn’t tell if I’d still love it in ten years – but the words were permanent, so it would just be them. Then, I spent some time trying to design how I wanted them to look, seeking out the right fonts and such. I know that the tattoo artist can help design, but this was personal, and I wanted to do it myself! After some discussion with my friend Stephanie, who was planning to accompany me while I had the work done, I decided to instead write the words in my own handwriting.

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The infinity sign on my wrist was done at Arc Angel Tattoo, and they did a good job, so I decided to go back to them. Stephanie and I drove there the next evening with the intention to talk to an artist and set up an appointment for the following Tuesday afternoon. When we got there, however, they asked me if I wanted to do it right then, as they had an artist free. !!! Hey, it was Saturday, and we had time to kill, so I said sure, and Stephanie helped distract me through the more painful bits as I got my second tattoo on 7/19/14.

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I love it. Really love it. I especially love the fact that it’s in my own handwriting – imperfect and slightly messy, sure, but unique and personal at the same time. The scrawl fits the words, and what those words have come to represent for me: strength and fragility and imperfection and scars, all mixed up. Words written on my heart, now etched into my skin as well, just in time for this upcoming adventure.

ETA: This experience ended up souring quickly when it turned out that the tattoo was blown out to a point where it was unreadable within a month and it still had texture over a decade later. I’ve also discovered that the person who did my tattoo was an apprentice, which I wasn’t told at the time. I no longer recommend the tattoo shop, and I will be getting this tattoo covered as soon as I can afford to do so.

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Tales of the City, by Armistead Maupin

tales-coverWhen Mary Anne Singleton visits San Francisco, she decides to stay there permanently, leaving her more traditional life back in Cleveland. She finds a place to live at 28 Barbary Lane, where the occupants of the various apartments operate much like a large, dysfunctional family.

I began this book with mixed feelings. The writing is very sparse in a way I don’t normally appreciate. The narration didn’t explore thoughts or emotions of the characters, but instead simply recited the actions and dialogue of a huge cast, most of whom crossed paths and intermingled throughout the book. For the first half of the book, I felt no connection to the characters because of the way the book was written, and so reading it felt more of an academic experience than an emotional one. I did enjoy the historical aspect, and felt like Maupin did a fantastic job illustrating the details of life in San Francisco in the 70s. I felt like I was learning a lot, that the book was broadening my sense of cultural history.

Halfway through, however, something changed. The writing itself didn’t change, but I suddenly started to care about the characters and story in a less-than-academic way. I’m not sure what caused the change – perhaps I just spent enough time with the characters? – but either way, I began to enjoy the book on two different levels. I was surprised by several of the major twists, and could relate all too well to the sort of listless hopelessness that pervaded the novel. It wormed its way into me, and by the end, I really liked the book. I’m glad I stuck with it long enough to get to that point.

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A Playlist for Maldralith

Note: Originally posted on Boston Blooming.

For a lot of writers, music and words are pretty closely entangled, and I’m no different. Each novel I write comes with an accompanying soundtrack of songs that have become associated with some portion of that novel. Usually, the songs are a combination of those referenced in the actual text (songs important to the characters in one way or another) and those that become tangled in the writing process (mood, theme, my own energy as I write, etc).

I’ve never built a playlist for a novel before writing it. The soundtrack just sort of organically grows as I plan, take notes, outline, draft, and edit. Often, a book takes many drafts over several years to write, and the playlist blossoms out of those years. Recently, however, I set out to build a playlist for the novel I’m about to start work on. It’s not one I’m starting for the first time – the first draft was completed last fall – but it’s also not even close to final product. At the same time, the ideas that went into this novel have been bouncing around in my head for roughly seven years now, and I have a very good idea of where I want to take this story. So I built one, and listened, and refined, and became closer to my novel as I did so, writing notes and sketches, re-envisioning scenes for Draft 2 of Maldralith. In the end, the soundtrack totaled seven songs related to three different parts of this novel’s process.

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Stories come from somewhere, and for me, they are often sparked from music, dreams, and little ah-ha moments. My playlist has a bit of all three, though as of yet, it’s missing a song to represent the fourth and final dimension that really made the novel come together (building a religious system based on the evolution of human psyche. Find a song that matches that, and also matches the tone of the book, and I will love you forever!).

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• “I Am Anastasia” – Sponge – I’ve always been kind of obsessed with the Anastasia story, and the first seed of creating my own came when I was listening to this song back in 2007ish. It was the original spark, though it needed several others to really make the story come together.

• “Friends and Love” – Nicholas Hooper – The second spark came from a dream I had maybe a year later. It was silly, some strange story about Hermione Granger and Draco Malfoy meeting in the Forbidden Forest, only he didn’t know it was her, and she kept her face hidden from him. She hated him, but he fell in love with her, and when she began to like him, she knew she could never safely show him her face. The Harry Potter aspect of it was uninteresting to me, but the idea of being forced to hide your identity from someone you cared about gave me the second dimension of this novel. This instrumental from the score of Half Blood Prince is all unfulfilled longing, a good fit for the tone of the book as well as a fun admission: why yes, Harry Potter did (obliquely) play a part in building this book.

• “Ne Me Jugez Pas” – Sawt El Atlas – In 2008, I described my general idea of this book (below) to a fellow book blogger, and he said it reminded him of the Israeli-Palestinian conflict. I’d never thought about it that way, despite having studied the conflict quite a bit at that point. This brought about the third spark, and when I built my two religious cultures, one loosely draws on Arab culture and language, the second on French culture and language (as I’ve studied quite a bit of French as well). Oddly, I just happened to own and love a Middle Eastern pop song sung in both Arabic and French. How’s that for serendipitous?

Theme
Theme is where the playlist got trickier. Normally, my thematic songs come out in the writing, often referenced in the text itself. Maldralith takes place in an entirely different world, however, so I decided to pull together a bunch of songs that hit on various themes that I was writing about, and see what worked. In the end, only two remained. The others, while they made sense thematically, just didn’t fit the tone of the book well.

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• “Unsown” – Umbrella Brigade – There is almost always one song written by Whitey Sterling in these playlists. I’m very glad this song matched the tone, because it really speaks to the main protagonist’s situation, as everything she knows about the world is upended.

• “Vessel” – Zola Jesus – Honestly, adding this song was a joke. My protagonist is referred to as a Vessel, so the title fit. And then…it worked. Really, really well. I’d only ever listened to the song once before, and now, I’m completely in love with it.

Tone
I could not have put this part of the playlist together if I hadn’t already written a first draft. Tone is so important to a book, and from that draft, I know exactly what my story and world feel like. All of the above songs match the tone, and I added two more that were purely tone-based.

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• “Pieces” – Claire Voyant – My friend Chris sent this to me years ago, and I fell in love. The words are lovely, but it’s the music, really, that makes this one special (and a perfect match for Maldralith).

• “Escape Artist” – Zoe Keating – Jason picked this one for me. I wanted another instrumental, and I thought cello would really work for the tone. I had yet to listen to Zoe Keating’s music, and so Jason, who is very familiar with it, picked one out that he thought would fit. Oh my. This is one of my new favorite songs! There’s this one moment 2/3rds of the way in where the music stops for a second and then reenters on this low, raw note that rips my heart to shreds. The whole song has this dark, brooding, dangerous undercurrent with these bursts of frenetic panic on top, and it is perfect perfect beyond perfect, the very best way to round out and finalize Maldralith’s playlist!

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I’ve been listening to these seven songs on repeat for the last few weeks as I build notes for the next draft of novel. Under their influence, Draft 2 is taking shape, and I hope to put the first words down on it as soon as my family has resettled in Boston.

From my Writer Page:

Maldralith
Mage doesn’t know that she is the last living vessel of the goddess Maldraise, meant to lead her people into divinity. When war ripped through her childhood, she buried the knowledge and her memories in a family heirloom, and has since been raised in the opposing religious culture, enslaved by those who formerly worshiped her. Now, with the world on the brink of a new war, Maldraise leads Mage back to her memories and charges her, contrary to all she’s been taught, to unite the two sides of this religious conflict.

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