Like a River Glorious, by Rae Carson

like a riverLeah Westfall is now in California with the remains of the ragtag group she traveled west with in Walk on Earth a Stranger. Her uncle is still after her, and she knows she has to let some of her closest companions in on her secret ability to sense gold.

I was very wary going into this book. Too many of the books I’ve read lately – even highly anticipated ones –  have sifted straight through my brain without making an impression. I absolutely did not want to do that to this book. I’ve been dying to read it, though, and finally broke down to try. Figured that if it wasn’t working out, I could always save it for later. And thankfully, though I think I engaged less than I would if my brain was working properly, I did actually enjoy the book! There were two things that really struck me and that I want to focus on in this review.

First, Carson does a phenomenal job of highlighting social injustices without becoming too heavy-handed. Background to the plot is the plight of Native Americans (both the stealing of their land, and the way they were rounded up and used as worse than slave labor), the treatment of Chinese immigrants, and the lack of rights for women. This was all especially poignant given the current climate in our country. Carson never actually connects the two situations, but the connection is so blatantly clear that it would be difficult for a reader to not make it. It’s all done in a way, though, that doesn’t feel like there are neon signs pointing to the injustice yelling, “Here! See? We’ve done this before and it’s BAD!” This was the way life was at the time, and Carson doesn’t gloss over those negative things, but there is also a plot on top of all that. It’s a balance I appreciate.

Second, and probably most important to me, is the discussion of family and “home.” I think this hit me so hard because I feel so very far away from family and home these days, and so books that center on groups of people who become family or tribe over time – those speak directly to my heart. So many of these characters were foreign to each other when they first started traveling together, and now they’re bound to each other by so many things. New characters join the group, and when Leah begins to realize that “home” is not a place but a collection of people, I admit that I cried. Some authors just really nail large group friendship dynamics, and Carson is definitely one of them.

I look forward to seeing where this series goes in the future.

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Wellness Wednesday #36 – Seven Years

buttonIt’s crazy to think it’s been seven years since I started on my weight loss journey. At one point in my life, I thought I was pretty much through with the weight loss portion and would be focusing on maintenance and learning to love my body from then on. Surprise! I’m not all the way back up to where I started, but it’s close enough to be depressing.

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2009: Begin
2010: -15 lbs
2011: -66 lbs
2012: -95 lbs
2013: -105 lbs
2014: -99 lbs
2015: -50 lbs
2016: -35 lbs

I’m honestly not sure what to say here. I’m disappointed, depressed, and resigned. Another part of me is angry, determined, and wanting to push. I have so little strength these days. The last 3.5 years of my life have been pure misery and constant battle, and a body and mind can only take so much before they give out completely. I don’t expect the battles to end any time soon, which means I have no idea where I’m going to get the strength to improve my health either.

Funny to think that half of the last seven years were working in my favor, and the other half knocking me down at every turn. As I said, I don’t expect the misery to stop soon, but there’s a part of me that hopes the tide of crumminess will at least lessen at some point in the near future. I don’t know how much more of this I can take. And I want something to celebrate by this time next year. Frankly, I want to be done talking about weight loss!

Maybe by the time I hit anniversary #10 (Nov 27, 2019), I’ll be back to full maintenance again. Wishful thinking, perhaps, but I’ll just keep telling myself that, and trying to battle on.

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A Diverse Gift-Giving Guide (TTT)

Today is another freebie on Top Ten Tuesday, this time related to a holiday gift-giving guide. I decided to highlight diverse reads, and rounded out to a full dozen. Here are some great books to get if your recipient loves:

Classics: The Good Earth by Pearl Buck
Contemporary YA: The Rock and the River by Kekla Magoon
Fantasy YA: The Girl of Fire and Thorns by Rae Carson
Literary Fiction: The Untelling by Tayari Jones
Historical Fiction: Mornings in Jenin by Susan Abulhawa
Mystery: Shadow of the Wind by Carlos Ruiz Zafon
Fantasy: Nekropolis by Maureen McHugh
Magical Realism: Like Water for Chocolate by Laura Esquivel
Horror: Voodoo Season by Jewell Parker Rhodes
Nonfiction: Reading Lolita in Tehran by Azar Nafisi
Middle Grade: Sold by Patricia McCormick
Short Stories: Interpreter of Maladies by Jhumpa Lahiri

This, of course, is just the tip of the iceberg. Happy buying!

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Sunday Coffee – Happy Thanksgiving!

img_6845It’s that time of year! Halloween has passed, Christmas is coming, and we spent this week gorging ourselves on turkey and stuffing and pie. Especially stuffing, in my case, because it’s honestly the best food in the world and I need to avoid it if I ever want to lose weight again, haha.

Thanksgiving is very different for me up north than it is in Texas because of a few things. First, there’s already snow on the ground here and my brain rebels against that. To my brain, winter and summer should both be balanced by spring and fall, and yet I seem to keep living in places that are either six months of summer or six months of winter. It’s been a super warm winter here compared to normal – apparently there’s normally a foot of snow on the ground by Thankgsiving, I’m told – but there’s still been snow and days when it doesn’t get above freezing even in mid-afternoon. To me, that’s December through February weather. It feels very strange to have Thanksgiving when it’s that cold out, the same way it felt strange the years in Texas when it was nearly 90 degrees for the holiday.

Second, I had this Thanksgiving with an entirely different set of relatives. That isn’t a bad thing of course, just different. We hosted the event at our house this year, with my in-laws and some extended family joining us. I tried to bring a few Texas traditions to the table, like my Aunt Lenny’s special cornbread-sausage-poblano stuffing. Mostly, though, the tradition leaned Midwest instead of Southwest. Very different for me.

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The holidays make me a bit homesick. I wish I had the time and money to go visit in December between Thanksgiving and Christmas, but I don’t this year. The plan for next year is to spend Christmas break down in Texas with family. (Hopefully.) This year, we’ve already decorated for Christmas and I’m incorporating as many of my family’s traditions as possible for all the holidays to help me stay close to my loved ones back home.

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Wellness Wednesday #36 – Goals

buttonOne of the hardest things in my current wellness journey is conflict of differing goals. Prioritizing them is difficult, but generally, this is where I’m at.

1. First and foremost, I want to be able to sleep well. Insomnia is a huge problem, and several things will help to minimize it: controlling my insulin (so a crash in the night won’t wake me), healing my ankle (so that pain on movement doesn’t wake me), and caring for my mental health (because anxiety is anathema to sleep!).

2. My second goal is related to this: to improve my health numbers and get PCOS and insulin-resistance under control. For this, I need to eat better and exercise regularly, but (ironically) I also need good sleep!!

3. I also want to improve my overall physical strength, both muscular and cardiovascular. I’d like to return to a regular training program (without a stupid injury messing me up!).

4. Which leads to: I want to regain self-discipline, both food-wise and in exercise. I don’t want to go overboard, though, making either food or fitness the focal point of my days. That’s a difficult balance to achieve, but an essential one!

5. Additionally, I want to make some major improvements in my mental health, especially with regards to PTSD triggers, self-sabotage, body image and shame issues, anxiety, depression, and the simultaneous fear of failing and succeeding.

6. And while this should be the last of my goals, I admit it’s the easiest goal to see and quantify. I want to lose weight and look more like myself again and feel comfortable in my body. I want to fit back into my nice clothes, and to be able to shop in whatever stores I want, and generally feel good about my body and how I look again.

Really, if I’m working on all these goals, they all should come together. They’re all inter-related. Eating better and exercising regularly will lead to all the results I want, and working with doctors and therapists on mental health and injury repair will assist me along the way. It seems to simple and straightforward when I write it down. I wish it was that simple in practice!

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Top Ten Food-and-Family Titles

Hello everyone! Today’s Top Ten Tuesday is a Thanksgiving-related freebie. Gratefulness is the first thing that comes to mind, but I’ve already done books I’m grateful for in the past. I decided to go with something a little sillier. Thanksgiving is all about food and family for me, so I’m going to give my top ten books focused on these two things!

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1. The Omnivore’s Dilemma by Michael Pollan
2. The Belly of Paris by Emile Zola
3. Around the World in 80 Diets by Peter Menzel and Faith D’Aluisio
4. Relish: My Life in the Kitchen by Lucy Knisley
5. Baking Cakes in Kigali by Gaile Parkin

Hmmm…those are mostly nonfiction, heh…

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6. Mistborn: The Final Empire by Brandon Sanderson (and really, most of Sanderson could fit here)
7. The Unit by Ninni Holmqvist
8. The Tapestry of Love by Rosy Thornton
9. Firstborn by Lorie Ann Grover
10. The Housekeeper and the Professor by Yoko Ogawa

Well, family doesn’t have to be bound by blood, right?

Happy Thanksgiving, everyone!

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Sunday Coffee – Small Town Library

img_6827Guys? I miss my library. The San Antonio Public Library system was awesome. You could order books from anywhere in the library system and have them transferred to your branch, and you could return them to any branch. Once a book was in transit, it only took a couple days to arrive. The branches all held awesome events, book clubs, book sales, and more. They based their ordering on the estimated popularity of books, and almost always, they ordered books well before they were scheduled for release. Additionally, they use the Wowbrary system, which is an RSS feed of all the books ordered that week in multiple categories. This allowed me to see immediately when a book I was waiting for entered the system, and I could immediately put it on hold (before the hold list went up to several hundred!).

Before the SAPL, I’d never really used the library much. When we lived in rural southwestern Wisconsin, I never bothered. I knew it would be difficult to find anything. I didn’t even have a library card then. Only after we moved to San Antonio in late 2005 did I become a library convert and zealot. In the year we lived in Boston, I wasn’t a huge fan of the library system, but they did have a lot of availability, so I didn’t have too many complaints. (Mostly that the hold system was weighted based on what library you belonged to, so you could never tell how long it would take to get a book or what number you were in line.) I was definitely relieved to come back to SAPL, and now…

Well. Small town libraries are very different. I’m happy that there’s a network of several dozen libraries in this part of Wisconsin that we can order holds from, and that the hold line isn’t weighted like in Boston. On the other hand, all the small-town libraries have some distinct disadvantages. Most the time, when I put a book on hold and it’s finally in transit, it takes several weeks to arrive. Then there’s the the hold lists themselves. Because all these libraries are individual instead of one library with multiple branches, they each order their own books. They order small batches of books, and so the demand for some books is much, much greater than the supply. This is true of physical and digital books. For example, I recently saw Me Before You and decided to try the audiobook. The physical copy was too damaged to use – another problem I’ve had with every single audiobook I’ve checked out here – so I put the electronic copy on hold. I’m somewhere in the high 300s of that list, because there are less than ten copies belonging to the several-dozen libraries. At SAPL? I’m second on the hold list there. (Thank goodness my library card is still valid for e-copies there!)

I remember why I never bothered with the library before SAPL. This makes me so sad, because I don’t like to buy books before trying them from the library first. Borrowing is an integral part of my reading. There’s a reason I’ve been reviewing mostly audiobooks (via Audible) since August. Sigh.

PS – No Wowbrary here either. Needless to say, I kept my SAPL feeds going. Wowbrary is one of my primary sources of discovering new books to try!

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Aerie, by Maria Dahvana Headley

aerieThis book is the sequel to Magonia. I thought this was going to be a trilogy, but the second book wrapped up so well that now I wonder if it’s a duology instead. In Aerie, it’s been a year since Aza’s original death, and both she and her boyfriend/best friend (Jason) are worried what the anniversary will bring. Which is chaos.

So. This is another case, sadly, of right book wrong time. My brain is not functioning right now, and I don’t think I comprehended 90% of what happened here. It felt like reading a dream, and not because of the very creative fantasy elements. Honestly, I couldn’t say if I would have loved this book as much as Magonia if I’d been in the right place to read it, either. There seemed to be too much focus on the love story, too many new fantasy elements, and too much conspiracy theory. Then again, that might be because I wasn’t really taking in much of the story. This is another one I’ll probably have to go back to reread in the future.

On a related note: I think it’s time for me to take a break from books for awhile until my brain is ready to read again. This is one I was really looking forward to and I think I ruined the experience for myself. I don’t want to do that to a few others that I’ve been looking forward to forever!

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Wellness Wednesday #35 – Clothes

buttonThe four rollaways pictured below contain 70 lbs worth of wardrobe. My goal is to go through them one by one: the top, which holds the “almost fits” clothes; then the next size down, and the next, until I get to that bottom rollaway. That rollaway is the fullest, holding my wardrobe from 2013-2014, the years I was at a healthy weight, 70 lbs less than I currently weigh.

10-goal-clothesEverything I owned before then – except for a few pieces kept for nostalgia – was donated before I started gaining weight back. Optimism, perhaps, or just the fact that I’d been in control of my body for so long and expected to remain so. The increase up to my current size was so rapid that honestly, my piles of clothing at each size up consist of whatever cheap I happened to find. I don’t really look forward to most of what’s in those rollaways, until I get to the bottom. Really, I just look forward to getting to each of them, then through each of them, until I’m back to the clothes I truly love.

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Top Ten Literary Adaptations

Today is a movie freebie on Top Ten Tuesday! Here are my favorite book-to-movie adaptations.

anna-k1. Northanger Abbey by Jane Austen – I once tried reading this book but gave up two chapters in. Watching the movie changed my mind, and the book became one of my favorites of Austen’s.

2. Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy – I hated this book with a passion. The movie, on the other hand, is fantastic!

3. The Hours by Michael Cunningham – I saw this movie before I read the book, and then I read the book, thinking it would be better than the movie. Nope. Didn’t like the book at all. The movie remains my favorite to this day, though.

jane-eyre4. The Hunger Games series by Suzanne Collins – The adaptations of these are fantastic!

5. Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte – I’ve seen lots of adaptations of this novel, though only one has made my list of favorites: the adaptation with Ruth Wilson and Toby Stephens.

6. Chocolat by Joanne Harris – Honestly, I can’t say if I like the book or movie better! The movie convinced me to try the book, though.

7. Silver Lining’s Playbook by Matthew Quick – Can I be honest? I haven’t read the book. I want to, but I’m worried the same thing will happen as when I read The Hours.

jsmn18. “Eisenheim the Illustionist” (The Illustionist) by Stephen Millhauser – The movie was adapted from a short story in this case, and so it’s far more in depth. Love this one!

9. Jonathan Strange and Mr Norrell by Susanna Clarke – I guess technically this is a TV series, but that counts, right? It’s not exactly the same as the book, and I do like the book better. The show/movie is good also!

10. Me Before You by Jojo Moyes – Honestly, I tried to read this once and decided nope. Recently I saw the movie and fell in love, so I’m going to be trying the book again soon!

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