Being Sloane Jacobs, by Lauren Morrill

Untitled-1Sloane Emily Jacobs is a former competitive figure skater trying to make a comeback. She’s also the daughter of a senator with her life always on camera, and she’s seen more than she ever wanted to see. She’s off to figure skating camp this summer, unsure if she really wants to be there. Sloane Devon Jacobs is a hockey player that has gotten aggressive one too many times. Her mother is in rehab, her father’s out of work, and her only ticket to college is through hockey. She’s off to hockey camp this summer, unsure if she has what it takes to play well any longer. The idea of switching places, when these two Sloanes meet, is a way out for both. Hard, but they’re both convinced they’re getting the better end of the deal. Of course, nothing is as uncomplicated as that, and former friends, new friends, and new enemies are all determined to get in the way.

I admit, I didn’t like this one nearly as much as I loved the last two Morrill books I read. I’m not sure why, really, except perhaps with two narrators, it was harder to cheer for the characters. There was less time for character development and story progression for both girls. I just didn’t get into the story nearly as much as the others. Then again, I had some personal connection to the other two (a swimmer on a study abroad program in the first, a cruise setting for the second…), and that might have made them more enjoyable for me. I didn’t really have a connection to anyone in Being Sloane Jacobs. In other words, I think my lesser enjoyment was purely me, rather than the book. Not much to say beyond that.

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Kingdom of Strangers, by Zoe Ferraris

kingdom of strangersWhen a body is found in a remote part of the desert, evidence emerges that there’s a serial killer long on the loose near Jeddah, Saudi Arabia. The homicide team is stumped, digging for patterns and clues as over a decade’s worth of evidence emerges. Katya, a female forensic pathologist, is working hard to investigate the case despite being officially unable to do so (due to gender), while the lead inspector on the case, Ibrahim, is distracted by the disappearance of his (illegal) mistress.

This is the third book in this series by Ferraris, each of them standalone. I previously read City of Veils (book two) but have never read the first. I enjoy the series because there’s less emphasis on figuring out the killer’s identity (like in many mysteries) and more emphasis on Saudi Arabian culture and politics. “Politics” makes this sound boring, but it’s not. The characters are living their culture and politics. Katya cannot drive, and it’s risky to get into a car with a man who isn’t related to her. There are varying degrees of covering hair/body/face. It’s illegal to have a mistress, but not to have multiple wives, and if found out, you can be beheaded. A man’s word counts twice as much in court. Theft is regularly punished by chopping off a hand, and there are proper burial rituals for the hand afterwards. Religion infiltrates all parts of life, not just as in people believing in their faith, but minute debates over tiny details of Islam and how they apply to specific situations. Not to mention the fear of djinni and intangible evil, the intense nationalism (serial killers are all foreigners!), and the non-city cultures like the Bedouin.

The title of this particular book comes from a quote where Saudi Arabia is referred to as having more foreigners than natives, mostly made up of people from southeast Asia, the Pacific Islands, and Africa. Some are refugees who outstay their Hajj visas. Some are lured into the country by human traffickers promising a better life. Many are a level of poor that most of us cannot even begin to imagine. When these people, a high majority of them female, are abused, raped, beaten, tortured, or in other ways violated, they have no one to turn to. They aren’t allowed to leave the country without their employer’s permission (the employer is often the one violating them), and as foreigners, they have no rights or protections at all. Much of this seedy underside of Saudi Arabia is explored in the background of this mystery, while the police force plays out its own politics and searches for a serial killer. And this is why I love this particular series. It’s more than just a series of mysteries. It’s immersive and all-encompassing.

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Top Most-Anticipated Remaining 2016 Releases

How do you shorten today’s topic into a brief title?? Heh. Anyway, today we discuss those releases still left to come in 2016 that we’re most excited about. I don’t quite have ten, because my most anticipated (Oathbringer by Brandon Sanderson) has been moved to late 2017 (sob!). I do have nine upcoming releases, however, that I’m super excited about! In no particular order:

crooked kingdom1. Harry Potter and the Cursed Child by JK Rowling – Um, of course!

2. Crooked Kingdom by Leigh Bardugo – There were things about the first I didn’t like, but hey, it’s Leigh Bardugo, and I love the Grisha world!

3. The Creeping Shadow by Jonathan Stroud – I actually re-listened to the first three books in this series last month to prep for the newest arrival!

4. Strange the Dreamer by Laini Taylor – I’m hoping this one is as lovely as the Daughter of Smoke and Bone series!

like a river5. The Shadow Hour by Melissa Grey – Loved the first, bet the second is just as wonderful!

6. Like a River Glorious by Rae Carson – I’d follow Carson anywhere!

7. The Trespasser by Tana French – Finally! Finally! Finally!

8. Aerie by Maria Dahvana Headley – So looking forward to diving back into this world again!

9. Heartless by Marissa Meyer – Well, she made me love a Rapunzel retelling for the first time ever, maybe she’ll make me love Alice in Wonderland, too?

Are you excited for any of these? Any of you sobbing with me over Oathbringer?

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Top Ten Tuesday is hosted by The Broke and the Bookish.

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Sunday Coffee – A Balance of Voice and Persona

coffeeWhen I started blogging about books over eight years ago, I was a very different reader than I am today. I had a very limited set of books I enjoyed. I always finished books that I started, no matter how I felt about them while I read. I went for long periods of time not reading at all. I didn’t know the book blog world existed.

Out of that early beginning, I was a very different reviewer as well. My book blog was a group blog consisting mostly of parents with young children, and the goal was for each of us to read and review 25 books each year. I personally invited all the group members, who were mostly made up of cousins and close friends. We wrote for each other, familiar with each other’s senses of humor, and we never expected anyone outside the blog to read the things we wrote. This lead to a lot of snark, both in jest and in full vitriolic anger, from most of the blog members. We didn’t think about the authors or other readers of the book, because we were simply writing for each other. Imagine our collective surprise when we suddenly started getting comments from fellow bloggers and even authors.

Blogging publicly, and realizing the multitude of ways your words can affect others, can very quickly strip your voice down. There’s a hard balancing act that goes into saying what you mean and feel, and saying it in a way that won’t cause drama or pain. Sure, there are some bloggers who relish in drama, but I’m not one, and the sudden appearance of Outsiders made me consider my words a lot more closely. There have been times in my blog-years when my personal voice was completely muffled by this need to be polite-and-professional. But I’m not a polite-and-professional reviewer. I’m a passionate-and-personal reviewer, the sort of person fellow bloggers meet up with in real life and say, “You talk just like you sound on your blog!” In real life, I can be snarky and aggressive and strongly opinionated. In real life, people can hear me speak and know if my snark is in jest or otherwise. Online, unless you know me well, that’s harder to convey.

This is one of the main reasons why my blogging grew spotty from late 2010 to mid-2014. I spent a couple years cutting back, reviewing only some books, spending more time talking about other things. Then I read a book in spring 2012 that touched on a subject I’m very passionate about: fat stigma. The book in question literally described the evil villain in terms of her fat rolls and dimpled skin and multiple chins, and I grew searingly angry. I spent most of my review talking about this point. Within a couple days, something happened off-blog – a person who didn’t know me at all happened upon that post and summed me up as an angry, attention-seeking, drama-inducing human being, and reacted in a way that affected my future for months to come. (I won’t go into details, but picture the imaginary situation of a potential employer deciding not to hire you because of a single book review.) I took myself offline at once, and didn’t publicly review books for several years.

I’ve watched other bloggers handle this situation in different ways. Some review only some books. Others only review books they enjoyed. Still others pair negative reviews with giveaways and statements of “it didn’t work for me but might work for you.” And more. It’s a necessary reality in unpaid blog-based reviewing: you have to find a balance between private thought and public expression.

Eventually, I found my balance mostly in how I read books. I stopped reading books I’m not enjoying, and usually stop reading books that are “just okay” as well. This means that most of my reviews are positive. Maybe that’s less interesting to some readers, and maybe some people think this means I love all books (or pretend to love all books), but really, all it means is that I only want to spend time with the books I enjoy. And it doesn’t mean there’s never a book that goes bad, or that I finish even though there are pieces I dislike. I still discuss those pieces, though I’ve learned to present the negative portions as “what didn’t appeal to me” rather than “what was bad about the book” – a good lesson in general, I think, regardless of how one’s opinions are expressed (verbally, written, private, public…). Through this balance, I can still be myself on my blog, personal and passionate, while not letting the personal and passionate become a place of drama or contention. That works well for me.

ETA: I posted this long before I heard about the Orlando shooting this morning. If I had, I would have saved the above for a different time. I’m devastated on so many different levels about this senseless act of destruction. I can’t begin to put my words into fully coherent thoughts at this moment. My heart and thoughts are in Florida this morning.

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Scattered Hellos

Hello lovely people! I’ve had tons and tons going on over the last few weeks, and while I’ve talked in brief about some things (boys out of school, new haircut, stupid termite issues), I thought I’d do a bullet list of a few happy things going on in my world right now!

05 Nat and me• I recently visited my great friend Natalie in Houston over Memorial Day weekend. Nat and I have known each other since high school, but we’ve never lived in the same area at the same time, so our visits are widely spaced and somewhat erratic. We haven’t seen each other since July or so when I first moved back, so it was great to hang out with her for a few days. I can’t remember the last time we had three whole days together! We visited a bunch of places I knew when I was in college in Houston, and she bought me this absolutely amazing tarot deck at Magick Cauldron. It’s an Italian deck by Nicoletta Ceccoli, and the artwork is phenomenal. Observe:

05 new tarot

06 tarot bag• Speaking of this particular tarot deck, I crocheted a little bag for it after not picking up my crochet hooks for months. I was struggling with my right shoulder because I was crocheting too much (ha!) so I needed a break. The bag isn’t perfect, but came out nicely! (Though I admit, this was my third attempt after two major fails…I had no pattern to follow!)

• Summer is in full-swing in San Antonio, in the 90s most days now, and I discovered a sad thing: I simply cannot wear leggings under my skirts in this heat, which basically means I cannot wear skirts. Then I discovered Bandelettes, which have changed my whole world. These are amazing. They don’t slip, they don’t make me sweat, and they’re perfect protection against chafing. I’ve been wearing a lot more skirts since I grabbed these! Here’s an outfit from pre-haircut days (necklace also courtesy of Magick Cauldron).

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beach• Between the increased wardrobe and the lovely haircut, I’m feeling so much more confident about myself these days. Confident enough that I brought my bikini to the beach this week. It was a large family vacation including my dad, most of my siblings, and my nephew (12 of us total). We rented a house near the beach in Port Aransas for three nights. I’m not a huge ocean person – too unpredictable – but there was also a pool and I figured I could at least walk along the shore and such. Um…no. We went out for a walk the first night, and by the time I got home, I had over 30 huge mosquito bites. Everyone else went out constantly, but for the rest of vacation, I stayed inside and read!!! So I didn’t end up wearing that bikini, but hey, I brought it, and I didn’t stay inside because I was body-conscious!! And the boys all seemed to enjoy themselves, which made it all worth it.

What are all of you up to these days?

PS – Let me know if you had any fun blogs come up this week, as I had to do the dreaded mark-all-as-read after a week away from home!

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The Sleeping Prince, by Melinda Salisbury (audio)

sleeping princeIn this follow-up to The Sin Eater’s Daughter, a fairy tale has come to life. The Sleeping Prince is awake, and is taking multiple kingdoms for his throne after five hundred years asleep. He’s brutal, and the world is in chaos. Errin is struggling to survive as the battle approaches. Her father is dead, her brother has disappeared, and her mother seems to have turned into another beast from the fairy tales. The only person she can trust is a man whose face she has never seen, and even then, she counts on betrayal.

You never know with second books how well they’ll come out in comparison to the first in a series. The Sleeping Prince happily goes the way of being just as brilliant. The story is told through a different narrator’s eyes, though characters from the last book do show up now and then, more or less. (Can’t say more without spoilers.) There is more about the world, history, and magic of this series, and a great setup for the next book. There were surprises that I predicted ahead of time, and surprises that I never saw coming. Let me just say that the ambiguous ending from the first book gets cleared up quite nicely!

My favorite thing about the series so far, I think, is the multitude of grey characters. There are some characters that I still can’t tell their alliances. Great construction of intrigue and neutrality. I’m already coming up with theories for the people and plot to come!

Performance: Once again, Amy Shiels does an absolutely fantastic job with the narration!

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Something New, by Lucy Knisley

something newSubtitled: Tales From a Makeshift Bride

As evidenced by the title and cover of this graphic novel, Lucy Knisley takes us through the year of her wedding planning and eventual ceremony. And just as with other Knisley books, I was delighted and enthralled through the whole process. I honestly don’t have much to say here. There was so much good – casual discussion of identity and sexuality, historical and cultural significance of various wedding rituals and superstitions, the emotional overkill of events of this size, excellent DIY tips that I know I’d never pull off myself… Everything in here was just so Knisley, which of course it was, but even so, it makes me happy. These honest little forays into one person’s life make me feel more strongly connected to the world, whether or not I’ve shared the same experiences (my wedding, for instance, was at the courthouse and had exactly five people invited to attend). If you haven’t tried Knisley yet, please do. Go all the way back to French Milk and enjoy!

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Summer Reading Project

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(My poor books currently live on my bedroom floor since my living room is torn apart…)

It’s that time of year. The boys just finished with school, and all the days of swimming, vacations, camps, and heat have begun. For me, summer = projects. I need projects in order to stay sane while my stay-at-home-mom job and my summer seasonal depression kick in 24/7. This summer, I’ll be working on my nutrition, hopefully on my writing, and I want to add a reading project to that list.

My TBR and to-investigate piles have grown ridiculously huge again. I’m to that point where it’s time to either read or cull my way through titles, to get them all back to a manageable level. So the goal this summer is to do just that: get all the way through this list of books before the boys go back to school on August 22nd.

The books!
There are two piles here – one physical, one virtual. Let’s start with the virtual possibilities, including any that will release before 8/22/16:

  • Spark Joy by Marie Kondo
  • The Hunt by Megan Shepherd
  • The Shadow Hour by Melissa Grey
  • Love & Gelato by Jenna Evans Welch
  • Harry Potter & the Cursed Child by JK Rowling
  • The Widow by Fiona Barton
  • Finding Fraser by KC Dyer
  • If I Was Your Girl by Meredith Russo
  • The Woman in Cabin 10 by Ruth Ware
  • Roses and Rot by Kat Howard
  • Untethered by Julie Lawson Timmer
  • The Sleeping Prince by Melinda Salisbury (currently in progress)
  • Being Sloane Jacobs by Lauren Morrill

That makes 13 virtual priorities this summer. Eek! Already this makes me feel out of control, and that doesn’t even count the physical books, of which there are 12:

  • A Golden Age by Tahmima Anam
  • Light in August by William Faulkner
  • Kingdom of Strangers by Zoe Ferraris
  • Five Quarters of the Orange by Joanne Harris
  • North of Beautiful by Justina Chen Headley
  • Broken for You by Stephanie Kallos
  • The Secret Life of Bees by Sue Monk Kidd
  • Cloud Atlas by David Mitchell
  • The Scarlet Pimpernel by Emma Orczy
  • The Septembers of Shiraz by Dalia Sofer
  • The Sky Son by Byambaa Bayarmagnai
  • Laughing Without an Accent by Firoozeh Dumas

That makes a total of 25 books to read or cull in the next 2.5 months. Not including anything that might come up in the meantime to distract me. I totally need you all to wish me tons of luck!!

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Sunday Coffee – Brain Candy

IMG_5004Let me be honest: This was not a good month for me. This wasn’t really because Stuff Happened (though of course there was stuff…kidney stone, ankle problems, sweltering heat and humidity, a shooting near my son’s high school, the discovery of a major termite infestation that wasn’t disclosed when we bought our  house…etc). It was more an issue of triggers. The heat around this time of year always induces a bit of depression, but the last two Mays have been extremely rough for me emotionally, and so I spent most of this month in a kind of fug, protecting my vulnerable innards from attack. It was something I was aware of, but not something I had any control over. Instead of fighting for control, which would have only disordered me even worse, I simply let the fug take over. I dove into books as my only escape, and I only wanted the lightest, fluffiest, sweetest candy to devour.

I read 15 books in May, which is about three times my normal (outside Readathon months). Nearly all of those 15, excepting rereads, consisted of books I don’t normally read and books I likely won’t remember much about. I’m not saying anything bad about these books, because hell, that’s exactly what I needed in May. I was super thankful that I had them when I needed them.

Toward the end of the month, though, I grew tired of brain-candy. I know I wasn’t quite ready for deeper-thinking books, because the one time I tried, I ended up not enjoying the book as much as I probably would have in other circumstances. Still, I no longer wanted race-to-the-end, book-after-book-after-book kinds of reads. I wanted to slow down and savor words again, and now I move into June with different priorities and a desire to strive for better balance again. Books, writing, health, family, friends. Not just books. Wish me luck!

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In better news, here’s a few happenings from the last few days. 1 – The boys finished school. They are now in 7th, 9th, and 10th grades. I have two high-schoolers:

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2 – My hair was driving me crazy, so I decided to go drastic and do something I’d wanted to do for a long time:

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And I think I love this haircut more than any I’ve ever had in my life. Love love LOVE.

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The Sin Eater’s Daughter, by Melinda Salisbury (audio)

sin eaterTwylla is deadly. As the embodied daughter of the gods, her skin is poisonous to anyone she touches, save the royal family, who are protected by the gods. Though Twylla hates her role and fate, she accepts it, until a new guard treats her like a person instead of divinity, and she begins to learn more about her real role in the kingdom’s politics.

That’s a terrible summary for an absolutely brilliant book. I am so happy that I heard about this book from Sync YA this summer! I enjoyed everything from the world-building and theology to the story line and audio narration. Actually, this is one of those books I loved so much that I’m having a hard time reviewing it. It most definitely makes my top books of the year. I’ll see if I can list out some of the reasons why:

– Rarely do YA fantasy novels do a lot of world-building, including history of the country, mythology, religion, geography, etc, not to mention those things for the surrounding countries as well. I really appreciated the detail and depth this book went into. It felt far more adult than YA, on that cusp of older teen.

– Some of the concepts, like sin-eating, were so unique and fascinating! There’s also a fascinating balance between real and pretend magic in this world, making the waters very murky.

– Twylla is a different narrator than usual. She’s quiet, obedient, and naive. All her life, she’s lived in a world steeped in mythology. While others in the kingdom can see gods and magic with clearer eyes, Twylla spends the first half of her life with her sin-eating mother, learning symbolic characteristics of food at death-feasts. When she leaves home and becomes instead Daunen Embodied (not a spoiler – happens before the book starts), she believes it with everything in her. Even as she grows to hate her role and the life she lives, she believes it. Her faith is very strong, if misplaced.

– I love how complicated love and affection are here. At first I thought there was a love-triangle setup, but it was nothing like that. There’s Twylla’s betrothed, and then there’s her only friend. She knows nothing of love, and is starved for touch, unable to touch without killing. People treat her with fear and disgust, and her betrothed rarely speaks to her. So everything gets mixed up, and love means something far different than it might for someone who has undergone less abuse and/or has more experience.

– While this book is a trilogy, this story seems to be mostly closed up. In fact, the next book is narrated by a different character altogether, one who is mentioned but not seen in The Sin Eater’s Daughter. I don’t know if Twylla will return to the story, or what will happen in Book 3. I don’t know if Twylla’s somewhat ambiguous (in a good way!) end will ever give us more detail. And I really appreciate just how different this series will be as the narration shifts elsewhere!

– The audio performance is just spectacular! Amy Shiels narrates, and her voice is perfect for this book, just slightly different from what I’m used to, carrying a broad range of not-our-world accents. Actually, just to tell you how much I loved the audio, my Sync YA files came slightly corrupted, so I ordered the print book from my library instead. After it arrived, I decided I really, really wanted the audio version, so I used one of my Audible credits to get it. Now I can listen over and over if I wish!

And I will listen over and over, I can already tell. I can’t wait to read The Sleeping Prince, and I hope that the third book will release next year. The Sin Eater’s Daughter is Salisbury’s first novel, and I’m definitely already a fan.

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