The Books Made Me Do It

Today’s Top Ten Tuesday asks about the things books have made me want to learn or do. Excluding travel-related things (“I really want to see X now”), I have eight that I can think of off the top of my head. Here goes:

natureofjade1. The Nature of Jade by Deb Caletti – This book made me want to learn all about elephants. Elephants are still my favorite animal.

2. the Raven Cycle by Maggie Stiefvater – I’d never been interested in learning Latin until reading this series.

3. The Omnivore’s Dilemma by Michael Pollan – I didn’t expect this book to completely turn me off processed food and convince me to try a lot more produce than I ever had in my life.

4. The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern – I’d decided to quit writing nearly a year before I read this one, and it convinced me to start writing again.

life-changing5. The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up by Marie Kondo – Well, this one’s obvious.

6. Eat Pray Love by Elizabeth Gilbert – I started doing yoga after reading this one.

7. Relish by Lucy Knisley – She almost convinced me to cook. She didn’t, but there was a while that I thought I was interesting in learning. That counts, right?

8. Humans of New York (and further editions) by Brandon Stanton – I love how well Stanton captures the spread of humanity and diversity, and his project has made me want to both take up photography and start my own diversity project!

What books have inspired you?

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Sunday Coffee – Home Stretch

IMG_5498This summer has been galloping by. Travel, construction, camps. Funny to realize there are only four weeks left. Four weeks that will be filled with more travel, construction, and camps, heh. My brain is therefore a bit scattered, and today I will discuss various tidbits of life!

House
The bulk of construction is done on our house. In other words, we have walls again, after two months without them. Here’s the deal: With a 45-year old house, you expect to have issues. You expect to fix things. And with a house formerly owned by a disabled, mentally-ill veteran who only used one room of the house, you don’t expect things to be terribly well cared for. We expected all this, and didn’t mind it. What we DIDN’T expect was to discover that whoever was “maintaining” the house for the mentally-ill, disabled vet was scamming him in the most disgusting, unethical way ever. Some of the “repairs” were so dangerous that they could have killed the former occupant or us. (Sewer gas venting into the a/c unit? Seriously?)

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(top left is current: we have walls!)

The good news is that we’ve ripped apart a great majority of this house and have made a lot of repairs. Sure, we wish that we’d discovered the problems in February instead of the summer, because ripping out walls in 100+ degree heat is NO FUN, but all is well, and the guy who worked on our house did a fantastic job. Jason and Ambrose were both involved in the construction, and know how everything stands (the advantages of hiring a friend). There is still stuff to do – caulking, trimming, painting, etc – but we have walls, windows, and a front door again, and our house won’t collapse onto us. I do wish I knew who was scamming the vet, because I think he ought to be dealt with. Unfortunately, this was an estate sale and the vet’s mother sold the house from a distance, so there’s no way of knowing. So I’m letting it go. And it’s a relief knowing that the house is now in much better shape than it was before.

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(And we have bookshelves! Still in progress, of course.)

Family
Yesterday was my sister’s bridal shower. Ambrose turns 14 tomorrow and will have his party later today. Laurence finished his two weeks of musical theatre camp and did a fantastic job in his performances. Ambrose just finished a week of programming camp at St Mary’s University. Morrigan starts band camp this week. Jason will be spending a few days in Nashville for work in the near future. And so the crazy continues.

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turning 13 vs turning 14

Yarn
I think I have a yarn addiction… To be fair to myself, though, most of this yarn was either at really deep discount or given to me. And I’ve been making lots of lovely things! (Post forthcoming.)

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And now, I’ve gotta go get ready for that birthday party!! See y’all later!

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The Scorpion Rules, by Erin Bow

scorpionIt’s the future, and AIs rule the world. Talis, one of the first AIs, was charged by the UN to stop the wars sparking all across the globe after too many natural resources disappeared and conflict swelled proportionately. They didn’t expect him to take control of all the satellite systems, start blowing up cities, and lay down a hostage system for the sons and daughters of all world leaders. The rule is simple, Talis says. If you go to war, your children will die.

These “children of peace” are reared away from their families, clustered together in isolated schools where they learn history, obedience, and dignity. They know their lives may be forfeit at any moment, no matter how much their parents love them. They know that if they act out or try to escape, they – and the others of their age at school – will be punished (ie tortured). And if they survive to adulthood, they will rule, and their own children will become hostages in their place.

That is the setup of this book, which is the beginning of a series. I won’t talk about the actual storyline at all, because this is the sort of book that is best going into with minimal information. Bow does a great job at introducing the characters and world through the very narrow viewpoint of Princess Greta of the Pan Polar Confederacy. There is a lot of moral quandary that comes up, and the AIs were a fascinating amoral lot. The story was compelling, and the characters are interesting, though a tad unbelievable at times honestly. I’m definitely looking forward to reading the next story.

For me, though, the most interesting thing about this book was the world-building. Of course, it’s impossible to say how one might act if the world was governed this way by machines. However, I can’t imagine acting in some of the ways some characters act. Here are some examples (kept vague and spoiler-free!):

1. Imagine you rule a country and your child will die if you declare war or allow war to be declared on you. You have a bond with your child, because of course the machines wouldn’t just ship your kids off wholesale and let that bond wither. Another country needs something unreasonable from your country, or vice versa. If you can’t reach a reasonable agreement, you have a choice. Either let some of your population die off because you can’t get them what they need, or you go to war knowing your child will die. Notably, you also know that the AIs will not let war last, and there’s a good possibility they will step in, destroy a lot of your country, and force you to make peace anyway. Okay. Here’s the thing: I can’t picture any reason at all that would induce me to go to war. What would it matter if a couple hundred thousand strangers in my country’s population get sick or die, if the child I loved would be safe? Heck, those strangers would probably die anyway if the AIs step in once war started. I see no point in trying to save resources. Maybe that just means I’m a bad leader, but frankly, I doubt most leaders would sacrifice their families for their country…

2. Imagine you’re a hostage, and if you misbehave, you will be tortured, and so will others around you. You have zero chance of escape beyond living to your eighteenth birthday. Nothing you do to defy your situation will change it. It will only hurt you and other people. Would you fight against the system, fruitlessly, at your own and others’ costs? Personally, I can imagine fighting fruitlessly if, for instance, my country went to war and I was being dragged off to my death. In that situation, I’m going to die anyway, so I might as well try to live. Otherwise, thought? No. I’d behave like a good hostage and hope my parents kept me safe. I certainly wouldn’t do anything that would cause my peers to be tortured. Sheesh.

Anyway, there were a few things in the world-building, like those vague examples, that made me wonder about the particular exploration of human ethics. And even though I disagree with some of the things Bow did through her story, I can also see that perhaps my point of view is simply my own. There are many different kinds of people in the world who might have many different kinds of reactions to this kind of world. The exploration itself was fascinating. I’m looking forward to seeing it through new eyes in the sequel.

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The Shadow Hour, by Melissa Grey (audio)

shadow hourSequel to The Girl At Midnight.

Caveat: I barely remember this book, despite having just listened to it. This is not the book’s fault. This is entirely my fault, as I listened to it while doing about a thousand other things, only half paying attention. So my thoughts on the book are very vague, and are more general impressions than thoughts. This is definitely one I will be revisiting before the final book in the trilogy comes out.

So, my general impressions, bullet-style:

  • I enjoyed the book, though not as much as the first one. Again, this is possibly my own fault.
  • I really ought to have reread the first book before starting this one. I was slowly reintroduced to a lot of things, but there’s still a lot I felt I was missing.
  • I enjoyed the second half of the book more than the first, though I couldn’t say why.
  • I felt like there was too much lingering over the love triangle, which I thought, in the first book, was less of a love triangle and more of a shifting set of interests. But maybe I just don’t remember properly.
  • I really loved the introduction of a dark force opposite the light force, and the discussion of light/dark and what influences them.
  • I didn’t like the audio performance as well this time, while I loved it for the first book. I couldn’t say why or how they were different.
  • Jasper’s story was my favorite.

Aaaaaand that’s about it. That’s pathetic. Perhaps when I revisit these books before the next one comes out, I’ll write a full review of this book.

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Top Ten Books Set Outside the USA

There are so many great books set outside the US that I had a hard time picking a top ten! I mostly tried to avoid European settings as well, because they are also super common. I also limited this to classics, nonfiction, and near-classics. That helped me to narrow the list to the following ten, and even that was difficult to cull to ten!

  1. We by Yevgeny Zamyatin (Russia)
  2. Things Fall Apart by Chinua Achebe (Nigeria)
  3. The Good Earth by Pearl S Buck (China)
  4. The Old Man and the Sea by Ernest Hemingway (Cuba)
  5. Cry, the Beloved Country by Alan Paton (South Africa)
  6. Germinal by Emile Zola (France)
  7. The Painted Veil by William Somerset Maugham (Britain, China)
  8. Reading Lolita in Tehran by Azar Nafisi (Iran)
  9. Wide Sargasso Sea by Jean Rhys (Jamaica, Dominica, Britain)
  10. Like Water for Chocolate by Laura Esquivel (Mexico)

Have you read any of these? Did you like them? What are some of your favorites off this list?

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Sunday Coffee – I read a thing.

IMG_5447Starting in mid-April, around the time of the Readathon, I succumbed to binge-reading in my stress. I read waaaaaay too much in April, and waaaaaaay too much in May, and continued the pattern in June up until my Wisconsin vacation. At that point, I simply stopped reading. Period.

Once I got home from vacation, I tried a few books, but nothing appealed to me. Maybe it was a slump. Maybe my brain just wasn’t ready for books. I culled a bunch from my list, and have been slowly going through Spark Joy by Marie Kondo. It wasn’t until I downloaded the audio of The Shadow Hour by Melissa Grey, sequel to The Girl at Midnight, that I actually finished a book. And honestly, I think I only finished it because I was listening to it as I crocheted like a madwoman. I hardly remember the book, through no fault of its own (as it was really good!), and may have to relisten before I move on to the final book in the series (when it comes out).

So yes, I read a thing, kinda, but I still don’t see that breaking open my slump in any way. I’ve downloaded a few audiobooks. I might listen to a few things. Maybe. In a way, though, I’m enjoying the silence. So much is going on in my life right now (house construction, doctors changing my medicine, heat-induced depression, bandying about the idea of moving next summer, the boys in camps and therefore constantly coming and going…) that my brain seems fit for only the tiniest things. I can focus on my yarn art, but not on the depths of a book (to read OR to write). So I read a thing, but it might be the only thing for the next month or so…

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Calling Beta Readers

Just a quick post today. I’m looking for beta-readers for a couple of my manuscripts (Maldralith, Summer Rain, Phantom). Descriptions of these three novels are listed on my Writing page, but in general, they are (respectively) a fantasy that is on the line between YA and adult, an adult magical realism psychological novel, and women’s fiction. I’m not asking for people to volunteer to read all three – just one, unless you want to read more. I’d really like to start submitting seriously in the near future, and I’d like to have some regular readers (instead of fellow writer-buddies) read and evaluate these novels.

To note: I’m only going to choose people I know for this. No strangers. I also need people who are willing to read and offer constructive criticism. In other words, I need to know if something is dull, confusing, too obvious, too vague, too cliche, but also to know what you think is good, and where you see room for improvement. I can’t have readers who just say “oh it’s great” or people who volunteer but then never read the book.

If you’re interested, shoot me an email or leave a comment and I’ll email you with details. And thanks in advance!

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Travelogue Part III: Goals and Crafties

When we go on longer vacations, I tend to make mini-goals for myself, just as a way to keep myself on track. A little. I knew there would be some down-time on this vacation and I didn’t want to spend it all binge-reading the way I did when we went to the coast. So I made some goals and didn’t bring any books along. That’s right – I didn’t read a single book during that time. Not on the plane, not while I lazed about. It was exactly the break I needed!

My goals: Edit the four manuscripts that needed edits. Outline the three manuscripts that are potentials for my next project. Walk like crazy in that lovely Wisconsin morning air.

I mentioned in my other two Travelogue posts that I would get up every morning, walk the half mile to McDonald’s to get coffee, and edit while I drank. I’d spend about an hour every morning there, and usually got 25-50 pages read through (depending on how extensive the necessary edits were). By the time I got off the last plane on the way home from San Antonio, all four manuscripts were done. Success!

Sadly, I didn’t do any outlining, so those goals move to July projects. In better news, when I synced my Wii Fit pedometer, I discovered that in two weeks, I’d walked over 122,000 steps, or just over 47 miles. Officially – miles that I actually calculated for exercise, rather than just step count – I walked (and hiked) about 22 miles. Not bad! And I was super happy to discover that despite eating tons and tons of junk food during that two weeks, I managed to maintain my weight while on vacation. Yay!!

Officially, those were my vacation goals, but unofficially, I decided to crochet like crazy on the trip. I was in the middle of two projects when we left on June 21st, and I brought a bag of yarn, hooks, and supplies on the plane. While in Duluth, we stopped by a crafty store and I bought more yarn. In the end, I not only finished my two projects, but created five more during vacation. Instead of outlining.

IMG_5249This was my first in-progress project. It was meant to use up extra yarn that I had lying around, with the intention of fitting under my desk. Now I have it at home, and it fits perfectly!

IMG_5371My second in-progress project was another tarot bag. I have four tarot decks, and two of them had bags already. For my last bag, for my third deck, I designed the pattern from scratch. This time, I decided to follow a pattern, and honestly, I wasn’t happy with the results (which is why I’m not linking out to the pattern here). My first attempt was with size 4 yarn (pattern didn’t specify a size or gauge!), and by the time I got a third of the way through, it was the size of a three-month-old’s head. It made a nice hat that will go to my future nephew or niece (due September). So the second time, I used a size 1 yarn, and that turned out to be too small. I had to add a whole bunch of extra stuff in the middle to get to the right height for my tarot cards. Even beyond that, it’s a circular pattern, so it doesn’t quite fit the box of cards all that well. Still, it’ll do. It’s for my least-used deck anyway.

IMG_5298Next up, I made Jason a dragon-egg dice bag. I heard about this lovely pattern from my friend Liza, and had a lot of fun making it.

IMG_5338Next up, a string bag (pattern adapted from One Skein Wonders)! This was made using a split stitch half double crochet pattern, which was a bit tedious I admit, but totally worth the result. I love the pattern, the texture and thickness and colors. It’s about the right size to hold a skein of yarn and hook and other supplies, or to slip in a paperback book. Great travel bag!

IMG_5367Lastly, the boys all got excited about Jason’s dragon-egg dice bag and wanted ones of their own. I hurried to make these in the last day of our trip (making my hands a little sore!!). The boys each picked out their own colors from what I had available, and they were all super excited about how they came out.

I’m really glad I brought my yarn with me. It turns out that crochet is a great way to keep my hands busy while conversing with people! I liked having projects to play with as we watched movies, played board games, etc. Of course, my hands needed a bit of a break, because I pushed myself a wee bit too hard toward the end, but I’m recovered now. I have a few more projects lined up in July that I’m super excited about!

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Ten Facts About Me

Today’s prompt is a fun one! Fun facts about yourself, bookish or otherwise. So here goes – some fun things about Amanda:

synesthesia1. I have synesthesia, a cross-sensory neurological condition. I see letters and numbers in color, and occasionally music or people as well. I often picture characters from books based on their names. If their name is yellow, they have blond hair no matter what the description of them is. Emma will always be blond, for instance, whereas Nina will always have bright red hair, and Chloe will always have black hair. My color-associations are always the same, and have existed my entire life. Two of my siblings also have the same kind of syn, and we used to argue about which was the “right” color for each letter/number. I also once tried to teach a guy I was dating how to see people in color, because I just thought everyone saw numbers/letters that way. Ha!

2. I also have a super-taster gene, meaning that my sense of taste is overly developed. I can, for example, taste if my food has ever even touched lettuce, and I can tell how many days before milk will expire, and if a food is too strong, I go into sensory overload and cannot taste it at all. Once, my grandmother found pickles that she’d accidentally left pickling for 15 years. She called them “He-Man pickles” and gave them to me and my cousins. All my cousins exclaimed about how sour they were, wincing the whole time. Mine tasted like I was eating water. I couldn’t taste a thing.

coffee3. I only started drinking coffee three years ago, because before then, it was too strong for me to taste, like the pickles. Imagine trying to drink hot water. That’s what drinking coffee was like. If I added cream and sugar, it tasted like I was drinking watered down cream and sugar. Bleagh. My super-tastebuds must be growing dimmer over time, though, because I can eat things now that I didn’t used to be able to, like coffee, and whole milk (which used to be impossible because the milk-fat is always slightly rancid, long before expiration, and that taste drowned everything else out).

4. I didn’t read for pleasure in my teen years. I’d outgrown children’s books, and no one was able to point me to decent teen/adult books. Genre books (Sweet Valley High, Babysitter’s Club, anything by Stephen King) grew tiresome very fast. I wanted non-genre books and couldn’t find any. Only after I started reading classics for pleasure after Morrigan was born did I return to my childhood bookworm state.

5. I’ve been passionate about writing since I was old enough to learn the alphabet. I wrote my first story at age five (yes, it was terrible), my first novel at age twelve (even worse), and tons of poetry in my teen years (egads that was the worst!). What I’d really love is to be a published author one day, but honestly I’m not real good with the submissions part of the deal…

Whitey me Mauser6. As a junior in high school, I decided to learn everything I could about modern music. This was back in the “alternative” era of the 90s, and it didn’t take long to memorize every band, song, and album, then dive into more underground stuff. Ironically, as an adult, I very rarely listen to music, and what I do listen to is extremely eclectic (everything from classical to Arabic pop). In that time of music-obsession, though, I discovered my favorite band (Stiffs Inc). Though they broke up in the late 90s, I’ve been able to talk with band members off and on all my adult life, and I got to meet many of them in 2007.

7. My family has a certain psychic strain. My grandmother has predicted future events right down to precise details, and she told everyone I was pregnant with Ambrose before I even knew. She hadn’t seen me in a year when she suddenly knew about the pregnancy. When I called to tell people, I got a lot of, “Oh, I know already, Grandma told me.” My cousins and I have all inherited a tiny bit of this “gift,” but mostly in tiny, inconsequential ways. Most people don’t believe us until they experience it themselves.

8. I never finished college. A couple months before I would have graduated, my family was under severe financial strain and I had to drop out to go to work. The drop-out caused problems with my financial aid package, and I spent years arguing with my college that I did NOT owe them anything. In that time, though, I had several more kids and two cross-country moves, so have never been in a position to go back. And honestly, I’m not sure that I want to.

9. I type over 100 wpm. I’m sure this is a result of all my novel-writing and blogging. It also means that I don’t need to see the keyboard as I type. In fact, my keyboard is so worn that most of the letters no longer show. My kids can’t use it, because they don’t know where all the letters are by touch. When I lived in France, the keyboard was arranged differently, and I had to retrain my brain how to type on the new system. The only thing I never figured out was where the comma was. There was a semi-colon where the comma is on an English keyboard, so I just used that instead. Ha! I had to retrain my brain once I returned to the US as well. That probably also helped my proficiency!

01 close10. My family had tons of pets growing up – at one point, in high school, there were thirteen animals in our house – so when I moved out on my own, I refused to have a pet for the longest time. I finally got two cats in November 2009, mostly as a thank you to Jason for all the help he’d given me on a few projects. He’d always wanted a cat, and we ended up with two of them (–>), until the older one died six months later of lymphoma. After that, we just had the one cat, Ash, until a year ago, when Gavroche the street-rat made his appearance into our lives.

Man, I’m longwinded today…

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Sunday Coffee – No place like home?

IMG_5381June. What a crazy month! Travel: first to Houston the last weekend of May, followed by a week at the coast in early June, followed by two weeks in Wisconsin, ending on July 4th. I think I spent more days AWAY from home this month than I did AT home. Which might have been okay, honestly, because I needed a bit of a break from the heat and all the necessary construction on our house.

We’re home now, though, and the month of construction and camps has begun. Laurence is currently at a two week musical theatre camp. After that will be Ambrose’s coding camp. Then band camp starts through when school begins in August. We’ve been working on catching up this week, in between helping out with construction stuff. I admit, I simply marked all posts as read for the last half of June, so if you had anything interesting to say, please link me out to it!

In books, I read eight books in the first couple weeks of the month. Once again, it was mostly fiction, though I did finally read a few nonfiction selections. And actually, my favorite book of the month – Laughing Without an Accent – was nonfiction! I also previewed and culled a whole host of books in June (maybe two dozen?), and bought a couple books on vacation. The first was The White Devil by Justin Evans, found at a thrift store in Barron. I loved this book and am glad to finally find a copy of it! The second was Marie Kondo’s Spark Joy, an illustrated followup companion to her original life-changing-tidy-magic book. I plan on going through a new semi-KonMari round fairly soon (basically just sorting through what still brings me joy, after a year since my last round), and this will help!

So why KonMari again, as I’m pretty much still tidy? Well…life is changing. There’s serious talk of moving again next summer, this time up to Wisconsin, near Jason’s parents. There are a lot of things behind this decision, most of them not bloggable. I really hadn’t planned on moving again – even with the house under construction, I feel confident that soon it’ll be back to the shape I love – but life doesn’t always hand you what you’re expecting. There won’t be any immediate changes, but there will probably be news in the next year. We’ll see. We’re prepping for them, in any case.

That’s where my life has been this June. I hope everyone else’s month was great. Sorry I haven’t been around very often to say hello!

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