Sunday Coffee – Oops

Hmm. It wasn’t my intention to disappear. I’d say I don’t really know what happened, except I do.

One: I haven’t really had much to talk about. Nothing in my life that I usually talk about here has had anything noteworthy come up, and my brain has been too preoccupied with other things to read or write.

Two: I’ve changed up my morning routine. It used to be that I’d get up, make coffee, and then spend some time going through my social media, email, and blog stuff as I woke up. Now, I get up, make coffee, and spend that time scanning through the overnight footage from the outdoor camera. That’s really where my brain has been the last few weeks: the feral colony.

I’m not going to go into a big thing of it again, since I just wrote about all that a few weeks ago. The biggest update we’ve had is that Lady Grey (or perhaps Lord Grey, right now we’re just assuming) has essentially declared this her home base. She comes by half a dozen times a day, spends time rolling around and bathing in the dirt piles behind the succulent garden, chases birds along the fence-line, and has generally declared this spot hers. She knows the feeding schedule, and is getting more and more comfortable in our yard. We’ve put out a shelter for rainy nights, and we hope she’ll take advantage of that soon. In the meantime, we’ve ordered a trap, but unfortunately, due to supply chain issues, it’ll take some time to arrive.

Another current preoccupation has been the garden. We’re right in the middle of planting season, and over the last few weeks, we’ve been planning, tilling, prepping the soil, and planting. The mistflower bed is now completely set. The nectarine garden has a few butterfly-attracting plants in it (like butterfly milkweed), we tied the honeysuckle up a cone trellis, and the rest of the soil was seeded with sun-loving wildflower seeds. We also moved the jessamine to a new location, as it wasn’t doing very well in the mistflower bed. We have a few more plants to acquire and get into the ground, plus we’re in the process of tilling and seeding the live oak garden. If we’re lucky, we’ll have time to make some raised veg beds on the side of the house, but I have a feeling that project will have to wait either until fall or next spring.

Lastly, I’ve been doing deep-dives into longterm health issues, looking back through journals, organizing information from the last eight years to help get some ideas about what else I can do. My mobility hasn’t been great this month – the good effects of the new medication seemed to taper off slightly after six weeks – so I’ve spent the time I’d normally spend in fitness doing this instead. It’s too early in the process for me to talk about anything I’ve found, but I have some hope.

Anyway, that’s where I’ve been. I’m not sure if/when I’ll start posting regularly again, but I’m at least going to try to touch base here on Sundays until I get back into a rhythm!

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Sunday Coffee – Most Anticipated Books

A few days ago, I saw an article on Goodreads about the most anticipated books coming out this spring. I looked it over, and there was literally only two I’d heard of, including one (The Book of Cold Cases) that I’ve already read. So I decided to make my own list. These are the books that I’m most looking forward to releasing over the next few months, in no particular order:

How to Be a Wallflower by Eloisa James – I’m an absolute sucker for James’ romances!

The Hacienda by Isabel Cañas – Other than the fact that this book should be titled La Hacienda, everything about this book sounds delicious!

The Locked Room by Elly Griffiths – I’m not sure if this is book 13 or 14 or what in the Ruth Galloway mysteries, but each one is a joy and I cannot wait to get my hands on this!

The City of Dusk by Tara Sim – Queer adult high fantasy – I have high hopes!

Ordinary Monsters by JM Miro – Victorian London is not my cup of tea, but I’m a sucker for the marketing and this looks like it could be great portentous fun!

The House Across the Lake by Riley Sager – I admit, Sager’s books are a bit hit or miss with me, and this one sounds a lot like Stillhouse Lake, so I hope it ends up good?

The Gifts that Bind Us by Caroline O’Donoghue – Loved the first book, definitely looking forward to this one!

Any other books coming out over the next few months that I should check out?

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The Paris Apartment, by Lucy Foley

Five floors, nine residents, one missing. Jess arrives to join her brothers in his Paris apartment, but he’s gone. None of the other apartment residents seems to know what happened to Ben, but they also don’t seem to be telling the truth. Something is rotten beneath the upscale exterior of this building.

I don’t have much to say about this book. It was a fun thriller with some twists I didn’t guess until literally a page or two before the reveals, and with no sudden extra twist to ruin everything at the end. None of the characters were particularly likable, so if that’s not your kind of thriller, don’t bother. That doesn’t bother me, though, and I enjoyed the round-robin style narration hopping from Jess to each of the other residents to tell the story.

There’s one trigger warning I have to give, though, and unfortunately it would also potentially be a spoiler, so highlight at your discretion: (highlight to read) TW for sex trafficking (end).

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The Book of Cold Cases, by Simone St. James

In her spare time, Shea maintains a website and blog called the Book of Cold Cases, looking into theories and evidence of unsolved crimes. She never expects to run into Beth Greer, the so-called “Lady Killer” of the 70s, acquitted of two murders, nor does she expect Beth to agree to an interview. Shea is wary of the Greer house, not only Beth’s home but the site of the home invasion murder of Beth’s father years before the Lady Killer case. Neither Beth nor the house is particularly welcoming, and before long, Shea is questioning her sanity as taps turn themselves on, objects move to new locations, and there’s a whisper on her phone’s interview recording that wasn’t audible in person.

Mystery, (fictional) true crime, ghosts, psychological warfare, gender issues, and light romance. Really, you can’t get any more me if you tried. This book was very similar in feeling to The Sun Down Motel by St James, which was my favorite of the two I’ve read by her in the past. The creep factor was through the roof, and brought me not only chills during the read, but horror-based nightmares when I wasn’t smart enough to put the book away for my before-bed read! It was that kind of delicious.

And beyond the excellent atmospheric writing, St James explored some really heavy topics. Shea suffers from severe PTSD and survivor’s guilt due to an incident in her childhood. Beth’s childhood was the unpleasant combo of wealth, neglect, and her parents’ horrific marriage. There’s discussion of genre roles in the 50s-70s, and how women were limited, and how they’re treated by cops and media alike when they’re accused of major crime. There’s never any overt discussion, nothing heavy-handed, but this is a great look at the way women have been viewed, treated, and limited in our society, and how that changed over the decades.

I love the setup of the book. The story is split into two parts. In the first, the mystery is open-ended, but early in the second part, the answers are mostly revealed to the reader – if not the characters. I’m a big fan of the “mystery is for the characters rather than the reader” style, so this completely worked for me. I also liked the interweaving of the historical story chapters with the modern day chapters. And best of all, I like that the supernatural elements of the book weren’t just written off or explained away. That’s probably my favorite thing about the three books I’ve read from St James. The supernatural is just accepted as a thing that is, rather than a thing that must be a trick, hallucination, or misunderstood phenomena. It’s not magical realism, because the supernatural bit is still out of the ordinary and terrifying for the characters, but it’s never brushed aside as not-supernatural, either. Very few authors write that way, so I really enjoy the books I come across that fit into this narrow framework!

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Sunday Coffee – The Last Child

It’s official. I only have adult children now. Happy 18th, Laurence!

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The (new) Feral Colony

It’s been some time since I discussed the ongoing problem of the feral cats in my neighborhood. There are multiple colonies, and honestly, I’d guess many of them track back to the original colony in the hoarder’s yard. (Many kittens born into a colony, especially the males, will branch out as they get older to find or form nearby colonies, reducing the chance for inbreeding.) I don’t know that these all come from this one situation, but I know that in the episode of Hoarders that featured this man, there’s one shot of a siamese-tabby cat in a metal cage in the house, and that was all the way back in 2012. Maybe it’s a coincidence, but it’s very rare to have feral siamese cats, and the litter born in summer 2020 were siamese-tabby.

(Regular visitors, clockwise from top left: kittens’ mom and aunt (with Berlet); Big Papa; kittens’ uncle; tuxie; kittens’ aunt or uncle and our most regular visitor)

We live at one end of our neighborhood and very near the original colony. Our kittens of course came from that colony, and we were working to TNR the adults until the folks next door to the hoarding house took over** the colony. We still get regular visitors to the yard, including the four siamese cats – though the two sisters in the photo together (our kittens’ mom and aunt) stopped showing up*** anywhere several months ago – a tuxie that I think is someone’s pet; and Big Papa, likely our kittens’ father and a cat that is seen just about everywhere on the streets in our part of the neighborhood.

(view from our deck at the scrubland behind the yard)

The area behind our back fence is scrubby woodland. It’s technically commercial property but has stayed woody (with tons of animal life, including many deer) until recently. One part of the woodland closer to the highway has been cleared for some kind of new build. It’s close enough to our house that I can hear the construction easily, but not close enough to see. However, I have a feeling that it’s displacing a bunch of feral cats, as we’ve had a flood of one-time new visitors: a little brown tabby that could be Gherkin’s twin, right down to her clipped tail; a brown tabby with orange patches and a bright white tail tip; a long-haired gigantic tuxedo cat. Those are the three that I got long enough looks at to get a full description, but there have been others. Most of them look like they’re cousins to our kittens. And given the history of what I believe to be the original colony, they probably are!

After seeing half a dozen new cats in our yard over two weeks, Jason and I decided that we needed to do something. San Antonio has almost no resources for feral cat rescue or TNR programs. The San Antonio Feral Cat Coalition, which we went through last summer, is really disorganized and, frankly, abysmally run. They don’t help with trapping, there’s very few slots for low-cost spay/neuter surgeries (like maybe 30 a week in the whole city, and you have to line up at like 2am to hope to catch a slot), and when they say they’re sending help/resources, you never get a call back. They wouldn’t even let us list the kittens on their adoption page last summer after socializing and paying for all the medical care out of pocket! I know a few other people who have had equally bad, if not worse, treatment from SAFCC. That’s literally our only resource in town. So J and I have decided we’re just going to do this on our own. Put out food to try to lure the displaced cats to our yard. Buy traps if the luring works, and work with our vet to get these babies TNRed. Provide food and shelter and a safe place for these community cats that no one else seems to be helping.

(Left photos: this last week. Right photo: last August)

The first day we put out food, Feb 28, we immediately got a visitor that we hadn’t seen before. They were a beautiful all-grey cat, and I was so excited to see them because I think this may have been the kitten that hid under our deck back in August! So far, this cat has come back almost every day to check for food. (There’s not always any left when they come as we put out food twice a day, but they still come, which is exactly what we want!)

(left: giant unaltered male; right: another Gherkin-twin)

Since then, we’ve had three more new visitors that I’ve gotten photos++ of, plus a return of an earlier kitty. The first new cat showed up at dusk on the 2nd. At first, we thought it was Big Papa, but a closer look showed that while they’re probably related, it’s not the same cat. Too much white around the mouth, different slant to the eyes, shorter tail, etc. This big guy looks intelligent and crafty, and has probably been around for some time. He barely flinched when I left the house and went to the end of the deck to take better photos of him; just kept an eye on me between bites to make sure he was safe. Our next new visitor, from the 6th, was another twin to Gherkin, but without a clipped tail! How many of these guys are out there?? It’s not just that they’re brown tabbies, which are very common, but they have the exact same markings, body shape, and eye shape as our kittens. It’s clear they’re cousins, and in fact, we actually texted the neighbors to find out if this was one of the born-in-late-June kittens from the original colony. They said it wasn’t. This little one – probably female – has returned a couple times since then, and seems to like to hang out in our yard.

(Top left: new tuxie; bottom left: brown tabby girl with orange patches and white tail tip; right: possum, because apparently we’re going to feed all the wildlife)

Our third and most recent new visitor (9th) is the tuxie in this photo. At first, I thought this might be the tuxie in the first photo in this post, one of our regular visitors, but the white patterns don’t match up, and neither do the cheeks or facial shape. It’s also not the recent super-fluffy longhaired tuxie I saw before this project started. Definitely new, probably a roaming male. Our last (cat) visitor, just yesterday, was the return of the brown tabby with orange patches and a white tail tip. She came into the garden to dig a litter spot, and I only got a very quick blurry photo through a screen before she saw me, spooked, and ran off.

In the meantime, the cats are not the only ones getting something out of this experiment. The birds and squirrels keep stealing bits of dry food (we put out a mix of wet and dry), and as you can see above, we’ve had a possum come to visit as well. It’s very amusing! And then there was the night when I took one last look outside, when it was almost too dark to see, and I saw a form slinking around with a fluffy tail. At first I thought it was going to be one of the big tomcats again, but as the shape revealed a smaller head and longer legs, I suddenly shouted, “That’s not a cat!” and scrambled to try to get photos.

That photo is grainy and blurry, but it was much, much darker outside than it looks here. Jason couldn’t see this guy out the window at all, and I barely could. This was the best I could do with my limited resources. I was honestly glad to get any photo of the gray fox in my yard! This was such a cool experience!

More to come (hopefully!) soon.

**They’re supposed to be TNRing the adults, but other than a young male that we call Bertlet, they’ve pointedly not answered when we’ve tried to talk with them about their progress. There’s some contention because they decided at one point that we were “torturing” the colony cats during the process of trying to trap them. It’s a long story. In any case, it’s possible there are still unaltered cats from that colony running around. We don’t know.

***Those same neighbors were interested in adopting the siamese cats. It’s possible they were able to socialize them and bring them inside, but that’s pure speculation/hope. I just know that as soon as the cold weather started to hit, I stopped seeing them anywhere, when they used to be out in yards, driveways, and porches in the vicinity of their colony all the time. I do hope they’re safe!!

++I can’t watch the area all day, so sometimes the food disappears and we don’t know who got it. We’re in the process of getting an outdoor motion-sensor camera so we can get a better idea of the scope of this project.

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Wellness Wednesday – Enbrel Update

Back on January 15th, I took my first dose of Enbrel (injection) for my rheumatoid arthritis. Right away, I had a few minor side effects, and slowly, I had some improvements as well. I’ve now had eight weeks of injections, and according to the medication package details and my rheumatology office, most people see their best improvements in the 8-12 week window. I wanted to document where I’m at now, hitting the eight-week mark.

Initial side effects included:

  • slight loss of appetite due to very mild nausea in the afternoons of the first few days after the original injection. Update: This happened again the second week, but went away after that.
  • periods of increased swelling/throbbing of joints (especially feet, hands, fingers, and toes) – this was noteworthy because most of my symptoms pre-Enbrel were in my spine, not my extremities. Update: This also seemed to lessen after a two weeks, but then came back after week 7’s injection and got worse after week 8’s.
  • less restful sleep combined with hyper-obsessive dreams for a few days after injection. Update: Like the loss of appetite, this happened after the first two injections but then went away.
  • sudden and unpredictable stabbing pain in certain joints (ankles, knees, wrists) if too much pressure was applied, followed by the joint collapsing. Update: While this decreased after two weeks – mostly because I stopped doing yoga or any activity that required too much pressure on my joints – this does still happen at unpredictable times when there is pressure on a particular joint. And after Week 8’s injection, began happening at random times even when there was no pressure on the joint.

In addition to the side effects, I did begin to see some immediate improvements in back pain. I could go for a walk around the block without my lower back or hips seizing up, and eventually without pain at all. I still struggled with steeper grades or any kind of climbing, but it wasn’t too bad if I stopped and stretched my back out a few times while I  walked/hiked. The pain along my sciatic nerve dropped to be about 90% gone, and I hardly felt it sitting, standing, or lying down. Definite improvement, and it only took about two weeks to get there.

The downside:

Around six weeks, I noticed that the effects of the Enbrel began to decrease. I was more likely to get those sudden sharp stabbing pains. (I did mention them to my rheumatologist’s PA, who claimed that was a normal part of RA and it meant nothing at all that I never had them pre-Enbrel and they started literally the day after my first injection…sure. Did I already mention how awful the PA was?) The sciatic pain increase to only about 80% gone, and the neck/shoulder pain, which was like 99% gone, dropped to 90%. The throbbing pain and swelling in my hands and feet have gotten much, much worse, and sometimes it now takes over my entire body. I took a nap on Monday, and woke up with every single muscle in my body cramped and aching like I’d run a marathon, for no reason at all.

So to sum up: two of the initial side effects disappeared, two decreased for awhile but are reappearing, and my pain/inflammation/joint-issues/mobility all improved for a month only to start deteriorating again. I actually had a moment earlier this week when I told Jason that I wasn’t sure the Enbrel was doing much at all for me anymore. I’m still convinced that there’s something more going on beyond RA – a food intolerance or allergy or something. But we’ll see. I see the RA PA (ugh) again in mid-April to see where things stand then.

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Small Changes

A few years ago, I wrote a series of posts about making small changes that led to big results. That sounds like a weight loss ad, but that’s not what I mean. One of the changes, for instance, was where I set up my yoga mat in my bedroom, which led to an increased desire to practice. All I did was change the angle my mat faced, and I tripled the number of times I got on the mat during the month. Another example is that I placed a pillow between my knees while I slept, which aligned my hips better, which decreased the constant tightness of my right sciatic area, which eliminated plantar fasciitis pain entirely.

Anyway. I’m a bit believer in small changes leading to really big results, and this is another post that explores that. This time, rather than physical changes in my life or environment, I’m going to talk about digital changes, ie photo editing.

I am still very early in my foray into photo editing and digital software. Hell, I’m still fairly early in my foray into photography! But I had an experience this last week that just blew me away in its simplicity. It starts with the above photo. One morning, I went outside to document how well the mistflower garden was holding up, and I saw that some of the plants were blooming for the first time. I took some photos, including one of this mystic spires salvia. I took the photo because the bloom – which was already there when we planted – was thriving, while the leaves seemed to have shriveled in during the cold front and ice storm. The photo itself ended up being lovely, and the above photo is the original, entirely unedited.

Once I uploaded the RAW file onto my phone, I decided to do a small amount of editing. The photo didn’t need much, I thought, but I made a few small changes. I cropped it slightly for better composition; tweaked the exposure, brightness, shadows, and contrast; and sharpened the photo a bit. I almost always add a tiny bit of vignetting to my photos just because I like the feel of it, but I didn’t want to do much of that here, so it was the barest amount. I made no changes to the saturation, temperature, or tint. The final result, with just a few small changes, is this second photo.

They look similar, but at the same time, the second photo is drastically improved. There’s more depth to it, and even though I did no work at all with color or temperature, it looks more true-to-life and vibrant. More real. I put the two photos side by side in a collage to really highlight just how much of a difference these tiny changes made.

One day, I know I’ll look back at this and see all the things I could have done to improve the photo even more, if I’d only known more about digital editing. That’s how any new journey begins, yeah? I won’t pretend it’s the best photo or the best editing job in the world, not by any stretch of the imagination. But honestly, I’m just so excited to be taking these baby steps, to learn and to grow, to explore this new creative outlet. It feels so wonderful to bring to life the world around me in images!

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Sunday Coffee – Rerecording Audiobooks

Toward the end of our road-trip last fall, Jason and I began listening to Elantris by Brandon Sanderson. I’d already read the book twice, once in print and once on audio, but it had been awhile and Jason had never read it, so I didn’t mind. We listened to maybe a quarter to a third of it during the last couple days of our trip. When we got home, I didn’t continue the book because again, I’d already read it several times, and I had other books I wanted to read. Jason didn’t continue it because he was already in the middle of listening to a long podcast series.

Six months went by, and then I needed something to listen to in the background while working on a project last month. I wanted something that I’d enjoy, but I wouldn’t have to concentrate to comprehend. Finishing that re-listen of Elantris was perfect, and as I went through the book, I told Jason that I’d love it if he could finish his listen at some point, too, so we could discuss. After he finished his listen-in-progress, he grabbed Elantris from Audible and started over from the beginning.

Here’s where things got weird. Jason bought the tenth anniversary edition of the audiobook, which is not the one I have. We figured they’d be the same, particularly because it was the same narrator, with perhaps some extras added to the re-release as a way of drumming up interest in the new edition. The newer print editions of Elantris have an added Hoid chapter at the end that explores a part of the Cosmere system only mentioned in passing prior to this. Maybe that was added to the audio version, I thought. What I didn’t expect was that the entire audiobook was rerecorded, with the pronunciations of 90% of the names/places changed. Examples:

  • Serene: In the original, this is pronounced like the normal word; the updated version adds an extra “ee” to the end, so it’s like sir-EE-nee.
  • Telrii: Original is tell-RYE-eye. New version is TELL-ree.
  • Jaddeth: Original pronounces the J as a Y, new one pronounces it as a J.
  • Roial: Original says ROW-aisle (with the “row” as in “row your boat”); new version is the word “royal” with normal pronunciation.
  • Ashe: Original is A-she (with the A being a long a, like in “day”); new version is the word “ash” with normal pronunciation.

Like I said, these are just a few examples – nearly all of the names (people, places, concepts, titles, etc) have been changed. I can only think of about a half dozen – out of hundreds – which didn’t change in some way.

Maybe it’s just me, but this bothers the hell out of me!! Why would you do this? Why would you change the entire language structure of an audiobook?? Research tells me that the new versions are apparently closer to what Sanderson envisioned originally, but I don’t care – the originals are what I first heard and learned, so those are the final versions in my head. Especially as a character from this world shows up in Oathbringer. He’s not named in Elantris, so I can’t say how the two versions of his name might differ, but in the audio recording of Oathbringer, his name (Riino) is pronounced rye-EYE-no. That is exactly like the original – the updated would be REE-no. So in my mind, no matter what anyone says, the original versions are correct! Ha.

Every time Jason and I discuss something from the book, we trip over each other’s pronunciations. We keep discovering new ones, too. We’ve also played portions of the same chapters to each other, to see how different they sound with every other word being pronounced differently. And since Jason didn’t really remember the portion of the book we listened to back in autumn, he’s got all the “wrong” versions in his head now! Oh well.

Anyway, I thought the whole situation was so bizarre. I’ve seen authors change things to update a book over time, or fix minor continuity issues, etc. (Rowling did this between hardback and paperback versions for almost every HP book!) This was really extensive, though, and I wonder what others think about “updated” versions of books that change so much of something as essential as how language sounds in a particular world!

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Birthday the 43rd

My birthday was this past Tuesday, and lucky me got a full day of celebration! Jason took off work, and we started the morning with a hike at a park in town that I hadn’t been to in months. (Notably, the last time I went was before I lost my mobility in November, so I wasn’t sure how well my body would handle it. It was…okay. I had to stop to stretch my back several times, and I can tell just how much I’ve lost in both muscle and cardio fitness over the last few months. But since it was just Jason and me, we could take it as slow as I needed, or stop whenever that became necessary.)

We hiked a bit over three miles, then headed into town to have lunch at one of my favorite restaurants, India Oven. Sadly, I have to say that the experience was disappointing. Because it was lunch, we were there for the weekday buffet, and apparently, they’ve changed the buffet from “mild” to “medium” spice. I can barely handle the mild spice level, so in the end, there was very little I could eat. Mostly I ate naan and rice, and I’m not technically supposed to have naan given that I’m meant to be eating gluten-free. So lunch was one of the less satisfactory parts of my birthday.

It’s a good thing that a really huge surprise came that afternoon and totally made up for it! Brandon Sanderson announced a new project – a “Year of Sanderson” subscription box for 2023, including four previously-unannounced novels that he’s apparently been using his pandemic-lockdown time to write. I’ve been looking halfheartedly for a new subscription box after some not-so-great experiences over the last year, and this is one that’ll be 100% perfect!! Yeah, it’s expensive, but honestly there was no chance I was going to back anything lower than the top tier of the kickstarter. I want all four books, plus the audio versions, plus the themed swag boxes. I never buy books like this, not before reading them, except under very particular circumstances. This absolutely qualifies! I’m so excited – this is like the best unintentional birthday gift ever! I spent most of the afternoon watching the various videos and livestreams dedicated to the kickstarter.

Once all the livestreams were over, Jason and I went shopping for sunglasses. Honestly, I’m not a fan of sunglasses and so I never wear them, but I’ve noticed over the last year or two that I’m starting to feel the effects of the sun on my eyes after hiking. I knew that, with getting older and my eyes doing the things eyeballs do (like crystalizing), I needed to start protecting them better. So I got two pairs – one to keep for driving, one to store in my hiking pack. (Can I just say that I’m not a fan of the current sunglasses fashion? What’s up with the giant two-toned lenses that are all yellowy, like they’re straight out of 1989? Or that double bar on top? Those glasses look like they belong on an inept bank robber from an early episode of Unsolved Mysteries. Thankfully, I found some non-80s glasses!)

(images from Unsolved Mysteries – top middle is what 90% of the sunglasses out right now look like, eek!)

In the evening, Jason made Cincinnati chili for me, and we had a double-desert combo of chocolate bavarois and GF chocolate chip cookie cake. I opened a few gifts, including a cat-moon-and-pearl necklace from my dad and some digital editing software from Jason.

It was a nice day, and a good mix of getting out and doing things I wanted to do, with enough downtime that my body didn’t feel completely overrun and inflamed. I hate that this is my life now until the RA is under control – if the RA ever gets under control – but I’m doing my best not to kick against those limitations and land myself sick in bed the next day. And hey – I didn’t get a picture of it, but on our way home from sunglasses shopping, a rainbow popped out between two clouds just out of nowhere. There was no rain or even any threat of rain, bright clear skies with only a couple of clouds, and yet there was a rainbow. Rainbows always give me a little boost, make me feel like I’m where I’m meant to be, so this was a good omen to start a new year. This is what 43 looks like so far.

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