Like Water for Chocolate, by Laura Esquivel

200px-Like_Water_for_Chocolate_(Book_Cover)[joint review and recipe by my husband and me]

Recipe: Gignac Tiramisu

Ingredients: 24 Milano cookies, 5 egg yolks, 1/3 C sugar, 1/2 C heavy cream, 2 tsp REAL vanilla (no extract!), 14 oz cream cheese, 3/4 C espresso

Jason: So… this isn’t exactly a book you can synopsize… I suppose the closest I can come is that this is a book of magical realism following a woman who is the inheritor of her family’s legacy of cooking, as she falls in love with a man she’s not allowed to be with. And, the book is told in the form of a cookbook, the story being woven into a series of 12 recipes. Did I miss anything? Do you want to talk about Magical Realism? This was my first Magical Realism novel…

In a heatproof bowl, beat eggs and 1/3 C sugar on high, until thick and pale yellow. Put the bowl in a skillet of barely simmering water to make a bain-marie, and whisk until the mixture begins to thicken. Remove and let cool for 15 minutes, stirring occasionally. It’s important that the bain-marie not be too hot, because the eggs will curdle, much like Jason’s face when he reviewed ‘Lair of the White Worm’ – but luckily not today, today his face above the steam of the bain is shining and glossy just as the yolks.

Amanda: I think this might be my first Magical Realism book, too. At least for modern times. I mean, there were a lot of elements I recognized from old-old literature: stories from the Arabian Nights, ancient Greek stories, even some of the older stories from the Bible (like Lot’s wife turning into a pillar of salt). I’m not sure I even knew what magical realism was until I read this book. It was really hard for me to classify it altogether. Historical fiction, cookbook, a bit of romance, a bit of the fantastical… thrown together, that made it all very unique. At least for my experience.

Mexican vanilla is the best kind, with a lower alcohol content and a much purer taste. It also comes in a wine-sized bottle with a convenient long neck that Amanda grasps onto as she takes several quick, greedy sniffs after the bottle is opened. This leaves her brain-drunk and giddy for several hours, proving the good quality of the vanilla.

Jason: I wasn’t sure how to think of the magic when you described it to me, before I read it. In the experience, though, it was part of the real power of the book, sort of this metaphor for the bubbling, powerful energy that lives in the woman, her family, in love, in the world, in food, etc. The entire conflict between the bubbling, earthy magic, that comes from the old ‘pagan world’ (the cook, the protagonist, the Navajo mother) and the cold necromantic magic of religion (her mother and her mother’s ghost, her older sister) felt like one of the real themes of the book. But then, I know you weren’t sure if you thought the book was supposed to be symbolic – what do you think, now, after a few days of reflecting?

The cream and the vanilla – together, and alone, they are like a very thick glass of milk. It is the whisk that changes them; you whip and they thicken – but it’s not like a sauce. A sauce thickens when you make it heavier – flour or corn starch or roux. The cream is akin to the clouds, and when it is reintroduced to its old friend air, the two intertwine themselves into a powerful, pale nimbus.

Amanda: It’s not that I didn’t think the book was symbolic so much as it had symbolism woven in, rather than being a single metaphor. It wasn’t like a fable, where everything stood for something else, but it definitely made careful use of symbolism. I can’t honestly say what the overall symbolism stood for, though. In some ways, the book’s message was really confusing to me because I’m so unused to the genre. In others, I think it’s fairly straightforward: love is the essence of life; a strong, powerful, burning force that can’t be controlled or put out. Not without a lot of work, at least. Any symbolism beyond that, someone would have to teach me and point it out. I’d love to learn some of the deeper layers of this. Right now I’m too ignorant to see them alone.

The cream cheese must next be beaten until whipped and fluffy. Fold this and the yolk mix into the vanilla-perfumed whipped cream. This must be done as lightly as possible, to keep the custard airy, else the Tiramisu will be flat and heavy with disappointment.

Jason: See, one thing that I thought was interesting, there was a sort of cosmic conflict going on it: good versus evil, chaotic energy versus ordered apathy, domesticity versus high-flown religion. In fact, it’s interesting to me, that there was a sort of Christ/Buddha/Orpheus symbolism surrounding the antagonist the whole time (think of, for instance, her being pierced by thorns, and then her sister eating the food that had her blood in it, and being redeemed by it, in a way…). But what was really GREAT about it was that it WAS a very normal story – girl wants boy, girl can’t have boy, girl fights for and pines for boy. If she was a real person, she would seem ordinary, even boring – she’s just a girl who lives with her mom and likes to cook, you know? But, the magic in the story reveals the real power of the everyday and the domestic, versus the phantasmic and eventually illusory power of the opposing force. There is more power in rolling out tortillas then in a mass, that was the message, I guess, that I got. How did the book make you feel?

Lay the first layer of milanos, drizzle them with espresso, and spread half of the creamy filling across the top, tucking them in like a blanket. The milanos, before you spread them are like headstones or bassinets, and when filled with bubbling energy of the coffee bean, they leap and grasp towards the lips – the cream must lay down beside it and wrap it in its arms, to soothe it back to sleep, to lay it down again in its grave and rock it gently into the sleep. Now, do all that again, with the other milanos, the other water-of-life, the other blanketing custard.

Amanda: Interesting ideas – I love the idea that the domestic woman taking care of her whole family is shown off as the one with real power – the real head of the household, despite being held down by the people around her. So often, the domestic person is the one that is ignored, even by the writer, unless they break out of their domestic role. In this book, however, Tita’s role in the kitchen is what influences everything. That isn’t an ordinary statement. Very refreshing. And very endearing.

I loved Like Water for Chocolate. It was not at all what I expected going into it, and it’s going to stick with me for a long time. I really want to read more by Esquivel in the future. You?

The last layer of custard lies across the top of the pan like an unsullied, creamy blanket. With a sifter, sprinkle a generous amount of unsweetened cocoa evenly across it, creating a unique Rorschach test that bleeds into the custard below.

Jason: Oh yes! I’d love to read the new book about Malinche, particularly, and I’d really like to try some of the other giants of this genre: Isabel Allende, Gabriel Garcia Marquez, etc. That’s interesting about the power being in being the ‘housewife’ not in breaking out of that role. It was wonderful to read someone who loved taking care of people, rather than who was being slowly destroyed by it (you, know like The Awakening. Which I loved, don’t get me wrong). It was beautiful to read a book that glorified an ‘art form’ that we usually ignore, like cooking, it reminds me of the art displays they do now of old quilts, or incidental needlework. Overall, this was a very warm, comforting book, one that glorified in small things, and made you feel life has meaning for everyone, not just the famous and the obvious heroes. Any parting thoughts?

The Milanos are wed to the custard, and laid down in their beds. Their marriage is blessed by the pixie dust of cocoa across the top. And now, cover it loosely with saran wrap, like a sly rose laid across the nuptial pillow; set it away in the fridge; and leave it be. An hour is fine, but a day is better – food, like love, takes time to be at its best, and with time, the cream is filled with the invigorating seed of the cookies, the cookies filled with the subtle transcendent intoxication of the cream.

Amanda: Nothing much, just that I’m so glad to have read this book. Plus, I didn’t realize Marquez did magic realism and I’m now looking forward to his books even more!

About the recipe:

Amanda: The first time we made Tiramisu was back when we were a young couple in college. We didn’t know where to find ladyfingers (plus, our rundown grocery store in 3rd ward Houston probably wouldn’t have had them anyway), so we substituted Milano cookies, which worked infinitely better in our opinion. We’ve used them ever since. We also didn’t drink coffee, nor did we know how to make espresso, so our “espresso” involved hot water and some spoonfuls of instant coffee granules. We also kept out the normal alcohol content for simplicity’s sake. Our version is not at all like the Italian recipe it comes from, but it actually tastes far better and is always a hit when we serve it.

Jason: We’ve made this recipe a number of times over the years, though, in classic Jason style, the recipe is a little fuzzy (nothing I cook is ever the same twice, unfortunately). But, we hope you enjoy eating it, as much as we enjoyed reading this book. It’s at least a LITTLE easier than some of the recipes in this book – holy cow, Laura Esquivel!

(Thanks for putting up with our poor attempt at replicating the tone of the book in this review!)

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The Dead Days of Summer, by Carolyn Hart

deadDead Days of Summer is actually the 17th book in the Death on Demand series. Annie Darling runs a mystery book shop called Death on Demand, and apparently gets involved in mysteries time and time again. In this particular book, her husband Max is framed for the murder of a beautiful young woman, Vanessa. Annie and her friends must find the real killer before Max is convicted and put away for the rest of his life.

I’m not really a mystery kind of girl, so I couldn’t tell you if this book is good or not per all the rules of a mystery novel. I can only give you my outsider’s point of view. I liked this okay. There were some formulaic writing things that really irritated me (like describing Vanessa as having a “cat-in-the-cream smile” which is just cringingly bad), but I certainly got drawn into the plot. I never really guessed the killer, because I expected it to be someone other than the three obvious suspects – they were too obvious, I thought. However, the fact that Hart let the killer be one of the obvious suspects was sort of nice. Realistic. In real life, the killer would be one of the obvious suspects. And it was certainly unexpected for me for the killer to NOT be some obscure character half-mentioned earlier in the plot.

Everything also wrapped up nicely, except I’m still confused on one point. Don’t worry; no spoilers. I just don’t understand why Max was ever involved at all. I mean, I know the killer needed someone to frame, but how in the world did he convince Vanessa to do what she did to Max to get him in the right place? It makes no sense. There’s no way she could believe she was going to get what she wanted from the killer by plotting to bring some random, unrelated guy to a bar and drug him. It has nothing to do with anything. There was never any connection to Max at all. I’m still trying to figure that out. Either Vanessa was really idiotic, or I missed a serious plot point somewhere. I wouldn’t discount that second suggestion, though – I don’t know what I’m supposed to be looking for when reading a mystery.

So this was fun. I’m definitely not going to take up reading mysteries in general, but I enjoyed my light break. Next time I think I’ll read a less genre-like mystery. Maybe the Ladies No. 1 Detective Agency. I have that on my shelf and it’s supposed to transcend its genre. I’ve heard it’s excellent.

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Jane Eyre (graphic novel), by Charlotte Bronte

janeeyre (1)This is exactly what the title says – a graphic novel version of Jane Eyre. It’s part of a series of graphic novels aimed at helping teens enjoy classics through a different media. There are several versions of the GN – a quick text and one that uses the original text. I read the latter.

Part of me thinks this is a really good idea. If these graphic novels will help introduce kids to classics and get them interested in reading literature, great. On the other hand, if they take the place of literature, I don’t think that’s so good. Hopefully these will encourage readers to read the full text and not just settle for this shortened, illustrated version. Nothing wrong with graphic novels adaptations, but they certainly can’t live up to the original in my opinion. (Not usually, at least. I do admit to liking the graphic novel version of Kafka’s The Trial better than the original…)

I love Jane Eyre. It’s one of my favorite books. Unfortunately, while this version stuck to the plot, it just couldn’t convey everything that was in the original novel. I didn’t expect it to, of course. Just like I don’t expect a movie to convey the entire thing. This did as well as could be expected, but at the end, mostly I just wanted to delve into the real book again. 🙂 It was a great reading experience, though. And fun to know that pretty much no matter what form I read or see Jane Eyre in, I will enjoy it and get completely engrossed by the end.

What I really need to read now is my copy of Jane Eyre illustrated by Dame Darcy. I got it for Christmas last year and have yet to read it. It’s so pretty…I really need to get to it soon!

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Hold Still, by Nina LaCour

holdThis book is about suicide. Caitlin’s best friend, Ingrid, kills herself, and suddenly Caitlin doesn’t know how to live anymore. She’s frozen in time. The past is too painful to look back at, the future is too uncertain.

I don’t want to say much more about the plot, but there is a diary involved. That sounds a little cliched when I put it like that, but it doesn’t feel that way in the book. For one, I don’t believe the diary helps Caitlin heal any. It actually seems to make her feel worse for a long time. It keeps opening the wound. Also, Caitlin can’t really bear to read much of what’s in there, so she skips over a lot of it. The healing process unfolds after a long time and very naturally – completely unrelated to this journal. I appreciated that.

I’ve read a lot of books lately that have dealt with suicide or death of a loved one. In Saving Zoe, Echo reads through her sister’s diary to cope with her death. In Thirteen Reasons Why, Hannah leaves an audio suicide message to each person she blames for her suicide. I kind of thought, having read so much of this sort of book in the last few months, that I might be burnt out on the subject. I thought Hold Still would feel redundant. It didn’t. There was a certain maturity in this book that I’m not used to. It said things such as:

  • Good people can be total jerks given the right situation. Even when they know they’re being total jerks, they might just continue doing so because doing otherwise makes them too uncomfortable.
  • Parents often come up with bizarre methods for trying to help you cope. Sometimes, though, they surprise you by understanding things in a way you just can’t see from your vantage point.
  • Saying “I have to go away because otherwise I’ll hurt you” is just an excuse, just a way for someone to forgive themselves for going away. The motive is far more selfish than unselfish.
  • When someone kills themselves, loved ones are left feeling far guiltier than they actually are.
  • Everything we do affects the people around us, so we need to be careful. At the same time, however, each person will interpret our actions according to their own point of view, so it’s impossible to know how our each act affects others. We have to be careful, but we also can’t take full responsibility for someone else misunderstanding us.

This was a good book. I hope it doesn’t get lost among the myriads of books out there dealing with suicide and loss. It deserves to be read.

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Baking Cakes in Kigali, by Gaile Parkin

bakingOnce again, I have a reason to be so happy I went to ALA. I picked this ARC up at some booth – not even sure which – because I haven’t read many things about Africa and thought this sounded interesting. It’s about Angel, a Tanzanian woman who bakes cakes professionally and who, along with her husband, is trying to take care of her five orphaned grandchildren. Her family currently lives in Rwanda, where her husband works in the aftermath of the genocide there. As a cake-baker and a sort of mother figure in the book, Angel hears about the lives of all those around her, both sad and happy. She is also struggling to come to terms with the deaths of both her children.

The book was fabulous. I worried, a little, about the setting. The genocide in Rwanda was gut-wrenchingly horrible. I’m a bit appalled that though I was 15 or so when it was happening, I never even heard of the whole situation until trying to read Deogratias earlier this year. How ridiculously blind we can be to what’s happening in the world around us! It makes me so sad! But more on that later. I had to abandon Deogratias because it was too gruesome. Too graphically violent. I was scared I’d get the same thing here, but Baking Cakes was nothing like that. It was tactful in every sense of the word. It didn’t gloss over the things that happened in Rwanda, but it did approach the subject in a polite and non-gruesome way. I really appreciated that.

As the book is primarily a swirling pot of stories, it’s hard to review in a traditional fashion, but I can’t sing its praises enough. There was more than once when I couldn’t stop laughing and had to go tell Jason all about the story I was on. There was more than one part when I was moved to tears and had to pull out the Kleenex. I learned a lot about multiple cultures, and also about the way the US is viewed in that part of the world. It was an interesting learning experience. I wish Angel was a real person, because I’d love to meet her!!

One of my favorite quotes deals with the blindness I was talking about above. A group of men, including Angel’s husband, Pius, walk through a genocide memorial of sorts, and are horrified by what they see. Angel refused to go in – and thus the narrator stays outside with her – but afterwards the men discuss the pain inside a little bit. They talk about a book at the end of the tour, where you can write your feelings. Lots of people had written “Never again” in that book. Angel says:

That is what they said when they closed the death camps in Europe. Remember Pius? There was a lot about never again at that museum we went to in Germany.

At which point, Pius replies with:

And if those words had meant anything then, there would not be places like the one we’ve just been to today, with books where people can write never again all over again.

What a powerful statement.

Baking Cakes was everything I’d hoped it would be and more. For a random grab I’d never heard of before, I am very happy.

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After the Moment, by Garret Freymann-Weyr

imagesAs anyone who has grown up surrounded by romance novels could tell you, they all end on moments that are certain and right.

But this book is not about that moment. It’s about what came after.

Maia is a trainwreck. She’s a recovering cutter, anorexic, alcoholic, and more. Leigh doesn’t expect to fall in love with someone like her, but he does. For awhile, it seems everything will go right, and then comes the moment after.

The book jacket says that Leigh betrays Maia’s trust and love, but I disagree. I won’t say what happened to Maia. I won’t spoil it. But what happens to her is messy, confusing, and walks the edge of victimhood. Leigh’s reaction is natural, and he does the best he can. His “betrayal” is not really so. Not to my eyes. This was Leigh’s coming of age story, not Maia’s. This is told from his point of view. If you looked through her eyes, perhaps his actions may seem like a betrayal, but from him, they weren’t. He did everything he could to protect her, and when he didn’t understand, when he didn’t know what to do, it was because he had no experience and because she wouldn’t let him in enough to understand. When people are in a place that is so raw and terrifying, they can’t be expected to act rationally, any of them. To me, this book was about circumstances beyond anyone’s control, and the moment when there is no right answer.

Something bad happens. It can either bring people together or split them apart. Often, it’s the latter.

When I read early in the book that Maia was recovering from anorexia, before I even learned about her other problems, I thought this book was going to be about that. I have very little experience with people with eating disorders, so I know next to nothing about it, but in books that I’ve read, often the disorder and dealing with the disorder becomes the focus of the book. After the Moment was not like that. Sure, Maia was a trainwreck. She was trying to recover and at times did better, at times worse. But her anorexia and other self-injuring behavior was not the focus of her life. I was surprised at how normal her focuses were. I think this is the first book I’ve read about a character with an eating disorder where the character is a person rather than the embodiment of the disorder. I really liked that. I thought Freymann-Weyr did an excellent job handling the subject. For that matter, she did an excellent job handling the other subjects which I won’t mention for spoilers’ sake as well.

I wasn’t sure what to expect going into this book, but I was pleased with what I found. It’s thought-provoking, and I imagine it’s going to stay with me for a long time.

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After, by Amy Efaw

6338619Warning: gushing, incoherent review coming up…

When a baby is found barely alive in a garbage can outside an apartment complex, the last person anyone would expect is model student, soccer star, straight-laced Devon Davenport. No one – not even Devon – can believe that that baby is somehow connected with her. As Devon struggles to sift through layers of her mind’s denial, she faces the possibility of life in prison for a crime so ugly even she can’t bear to think of it.

I am so happy I stumbled upon this book. Completely random – back in June, I was doing searches on GoodReads for E authors for my A-Z Challenge, and found this book listed. Unfortunately, it wasn’t out yet, so I couldn’t use it for the challenge. When I saw it at ALA, however, I snatched it up. So happy I did.

This is an amazing book. Every moment of it. I won’t talk about it too much – I don’t want to give a single plot point away even indirectly – but I will say I was completely floored. Far more than I expected to be. Efaw somehow makes this “monster” of a narrator sympathetic, whether or not you believe her claims that she didn’t realize she was pregnant. The voice is so REAL. Again, I was floored.

I grew up in an area with a gigantic population of pregnant teens. My school had one of the highest percentages of pregnant teens and teen mothers in the nation. I knew tons of people going through pregnancy in high school. Needless to say, the subject matter strikes a bit of a chord with me. Top that off with my interest in psychology, and this book was destined to do well in my eyes, as long as it was well written. It was. Amazing.

I could keep on gushing. I could. But I won’t. I’m too close to the book to write a coherent review. There is so much that can be gained by reading this. So much knowledge. In the back, Efaw talks about all the research she did on this subject, all the statistics and such that she discovered and is helping to bring into the open. How common the phenomenon of baby-dumping is, its history, the mentality of the women who do it. In short, the story behind the sensational headlines. The story that shows that no matter how horrible this crime is, the person behind it is human. Human.

I love this book. There’s no doubt I will reread it multiple times in the future. I’m so happy that so many of these books I picked up at ALA are turning out to be real winners! After is almost definitely going to make my top 10 of 2009.

PS – the cover is beautiful. I love the contrast of the real image and the reflection. I didn’t even see the difference until it was pointed out to me.

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Breathless, by Jessica Warman

Breathless by Jessica WarmanBreathless is about Katie Kitrell, a strong swimmer from a dysfunctional family. Her older brother, Will, is schizophrenic, and when he becomes violent, Katie’s parents send her to boarding school to keep her safe and out of the way. Once she’s there, she slips into the lie that Will is dead in order to gain acceptance among her rich, snobby peers. She doesn’t want to become a social pariah by admitting he’s just crazy. Unfortunately, the lie is always beneath the surface, threatening to break free and destroy everything she’s built for herself.

The novel is semi-autobiographical.

Not long after I started this book, I figured I wouldn’t like it. It’s very different from my normal tastes. Right away, it was gritty – kids smoking, drinking, vomiting, getting high. The boarding school seemed to be filled with all the same people you always see in boarding schools. I didn’t like any of the characters – not Katie, not the popular and beautiful Estrella or her nice tagalong friend Lindsay, not the obnoxious roommate Mazzie, not the weirdo Christian boyfriend, not the flirting swim coach who makes them all practice until someone pukes every day. And then there was the swimming itself.

You know how when you know a subject, really know it, and then read novels about it or see it portrayed in fictional TV, it’s always wrong? Like when my husband scoffs at the inaccuracies in computer usage on crime shows. It’s hard to suspend disbelief when you know a subject well. Well, I know swimming. I was a competitive swimmer for years. I wasn’t great, but I wasn’t bad either. I don’t like reading about swimming in books or seeing it portrayed on TV because it’s always wrong. I hated A Separate Peace because of the glaring inaccuracies, like the author didn’t bother to do any research. Breathless wasn’t as bad as that by any stretch of the imagination, but it did have a lot of inaccuracies which of course irked me. I can’t help it. It’s what I know.

So with all that, you’d think I would hate the book, right? Swimming inaccuracies, hating all the characters, all the vomit and drugs and alcohol which you guys know I hate…should be the perfect Anti-Amanda book. But…but…I loved it! I don’t know if I can really explain why, but the book is just so good! Good enough to make me forget all the inaccuracies, to make me care about characters I couldn’t stand, to make me read through the gritty parts that normally make me feel so sick to my stomach I can’t continue. In spite of everything, Breathless was excellent.

I know that sounds really weird. I’ll try to explain. I think part of this has to do with the fact that the novel’s semi-autobiographical. Not that that would change my opinion in itself, but everything felt so real because it was based on real events. I could tell Warman felt everything in here, which is sometimes missing from novels. Because it was real to her, it was real to me. I was with those disliked characters every moment. I was drawn into their world in a way I haven’t experienced for awhile now. Then I realized, it wasn’t that I disliked them – I actually really did like who they were deep down; I just didn’t like the things they were doing or the way they were acting. You don’t normally get close enough to characters in a book to feel that way.

I started reading the book in the morning and couldn’t put it down all day long. Each time I had to get up to do something – change the laundry, make lunch for my kids, use the restroom, whatever – I had to give myself a minute of transition time. I’d close the book and feel surprised that I was sitting on my living room couch. I was so engrossed that I didn’t care if my boys got too loud, if I ate lunch on time, if I didn’t get much work done in the house. It was just that good. It’s another one of those books that I’d planned to give away in order to give it more blog face time (released just yesterday!), but can’t because I love it too much. Instead I’m just going to have to encourage all of you to go out and read it!

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